Dear blade,
why do you look so beautiful right now, why do you look so attractive?
why do i even see you more beautiful sliding on my wrists ending the misery i live in. why are you the only savior in days like that. why when everything becomes dark you become the only light i see.. why you become my best friend only in days like that. why can't i see anything except you right now. you do look beautiful right now you look wonderful. i want to ask you for help but so coward to do so. i want you to save me but i just can't ask you. you will end everything but i am still afraid from you because as you are the reason that i might stay in peace forever you will become another people's tears and suffer. people see death in you yet i still see life in you. can you stop offering help for me in times like that. i want to accept this offer so much but as hard as i wanted that i can't. i cannot see people suffer so you know what my beautiful blade-savior? i will just keep suffering in silence in order to prevent other people from suffering. and lastly, thank you for the offers you give to me when i am sad but i just cannot accept them my friend.
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Midnight Thoughts
Non-FictionTbh i can write description but we all have this "overthinking" period that comes after midnight..Most nights i cry myself to sleep and keep overthinking. These are just some of my thoughts. Some are cheerful and some are depressing.. some are good...
