Finding Her Happiness

CHAPTER TWO

"Man this party live!"Jamal shouted and I nodded agreeing with him we was turnt on a Sunday night.At my house party.
This fine girl was throwing it back on me and and I was catching it.

As LUV by Tory Lanez played and everyone grinded on each other as I held the girls waist.
"Lets go upstairs baby."The girl whispered in my ear and I nodded following behind her barely tripping over my own two feet.

"Okay w-wait you ain Karruche."I mumbled.
"I can be for the night baby."
She said as we reached my room.I stumbled in as she pushed me back on the bed.And she got up and stradled my waist as she pulled my shirt off of me.

She kissed my neck as she slowly grinded onto my lap."yes right there baby."She moaned as I bit her neck.

Mean while on the other side of town...

I sat down on my balcony connected to my room.As The way life goes by Lil Uzi vert played lowly in the back.
I blew smoke from my mouth into the night as I rocked back and fourth with my heart aching.

Yes the blunt calmed down my nerves but it couldn't stop the emotion.
"Why,why she ain deserve this."I croaked out as tears streamed down my face.
"Bring her back please,bring her back!"I screamed out to no one at all,mabye God.

There lieing she cant be gone.I called her phone over and over again just to hear her voice on the voiceail.
"Hello you have reached Issa I am not here at the moment Ill call you back and God Bless!"

"Call me back.."I mumbled as I shook my head putting out the blunt."Just call me back..."I sniffled as the tears contiue to come.

"Thats true that's life.."

I heard Uzi sing on Pandora.
"I know it hurts sometimes but youll get over it you'll find another life to live,i know your sad and tired youve got nothing left to give, but I swear youll get over it..."

I shook my head.
"Ill get over it,ill get over it."I mumbled to myself as I got off the balcony couch and walked into my room closing the doors.I took off my robe that had my name on it.Putting it in my dirty clothes hamper I turned off Pandora and brought the covers over my face as I sat in thought.

Mother ain want me.Grandmother died oh pitiful me.

Only thing I could do is dream of better days.

Mourning Morning....

I walked into the school along with other people as the doors opened.I wore a dark blue bape camouflage hoodie with the hood on my head.With ripped jeans and a black off white belt through one hoop as it bounced against my leg every time I walked.

On my feet I had on blue velvet retro jordans.And I had my bape bookbag on that had shark teeth on it.If im gonna come to school looking like a bum im gonna come like a rich bum.

I was annoyed with evryone laughing having a good time as they talked about some bullshit ass party that happened on Sunday.
And people gossiped who was acting like a hoe at the party and who was fighting at the party.

I shook my head rolling my eyes they gonna wonder why two years later they ain make it through life.
I walked to my first period class and that was English.