Finding Her Happiness

CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN

I was sitting at the lunch table with Redd and Tyrell.
Jadah ain come to school today.I shook my head seeing Nia sit down by Karruche as they hugged and laughed.

"Now that ain gonna end well."Redd said watching the scene.
"Damn y'all just had to make eye contact now she comin over here."
Tyrell said annoyed as he rolled his eyes.

"Redd,Tyrell,Onika how are things going?"Karruche asked with a fake smile and I ignored her as people watched because they knew when me and Karruche were near each other its on sight automatically.But honestly I ain have the energy to woop her ass today that is if she doesn't put her hands on me first.

I watched in confusion as Tyrell got up and knocked on Karruches forhead as she backed up stopping him."stop what the hell are you doing."
"Just like I thought its hollow thab a motha fucka in there where your brain at?"He asked.

"Shut up anyways guess who called me Onika to beg for me to love them and came crawling back."
She spoke.I ignored her looking at my nails I honestly didn't care cus Chris I ain even my man.

"Your man Chris funny how my seconds came back to me."She said.Okay now I was irritated.
"First of all you stupid cus Chris ain even my man cus I like PUSSY I live for PUSSY and you keep constantly coming to me an shit and staring me up and down like fuck it is?you want my outfit or sumn and I have Chris sayin my name when we in bed he made me a visitor right he got me a promise ring.He took me on trips his mother's adore me you,you ain got shit on me but a lil love that he got for you bitch please."I finshed as I waved her off and her whole face was red.

"So you admit that you a hoe cus you fucked my exes."
"Correction you ain got no real exes cus one of em a minute man boo."I said scrolling through my phone.
"Bitch fuck you thats why yo father dead fuck that nigga and yo moms and yo grandm-."
I stood up grabbing her ponytail as I dragged her across the lunch table as I was emotionally drained with her dumb ass.

I wiped my tears as I began dragging her through the cafateria.
"She wanna bring up my dead pops well bitch you gonna join him dont no one talk bout my family hoe!"I said hitting her dead in her mouth knocking her out as I grabbed my book bag as Redd and Tyrell tried to stop me.

"Fuck this school im done im gonna make money instead of grades fuck this shit im going to Atlanta."I said wiping my face again as I walked out the cafateria doors that led to outside as I knew the one person I could talk to.

"They draining me man I know I got to do it but I just can't do it.Im done with niggas too im full on gay now."I said shaking my head as I looked at my uncle's tombstone.

I furrowed my eyebrows seeing a card and flowers.
This better not be one of his fans.
I opened the letter.
"What are you doing at my brother's tombstone!"I heard a womans voice and I snapped my head around as I held the card in my hands and it fell as I saw who it was.

"Are you gonna answer me."
She asked as I saw a man standing by her and a little girl hiding behind her legs and a teenage boy looking bored on his phone.

"H-hes my uncle."I spoke.
And her eyes widened as she scanned my face.
"O-Onika?"
It was quiet as we both just stared at each other.
She stepped forward and I stood up straight.And I backed up.

"Onika I-I ve been looking for y-."
"Stop lieing you weren't worried about me you got a whole new family im the least of your worries!"I shouted at her as I shook my head as the tears fell.

And she read the pain and hurt on my face.
"Mommy we go home?"The litte girl said as she pulled on her mom's pant leg.
"Not now Nicki."She said to her.I began walking to my car this was too much to take in one day.

"No stay away from me don't touch me."I said shrugging a hand off my shoulder.
"Its me your father."
I cut my eyes at the man that I got most of my features from.
"I only have two fathers and ones dead and the other is God so I dont know who you are stranger."

I spoke and I reached into my purse than into wallet as I pulled out the note.
"And you can keep your sorry ass note."I said throwing it at them.

As I turned around and continued walking to my car as I unlocked in than got in and slammed the door shut as it began to rain.
I cried as I thougt about all the pain and hurt at once as I hit the steering wheel out of anger.

But I pulled my self together as I drove home..

I was in my room smoking a blunt as I looked at the picture with me and my mom on it as I was a baby.I exhaled the smoke.
Than grabbed the lighter as I sparked it than lit the picture on fire.

"Fuck her and him."I said as I put the lighter down as I held my blunt in my hands and watched the picture burn as ashes came from it I blew on it making the fire die out than I went back to smoking my blunt.

I raised an eyebrow hearing knocking on the door.And I stood up as I walked out my room through the living room and stopped in front of my door as I lookef through my peephole seeing Ms.Fine ass Cyn Santana at my door she a cool neighbor foreal.

I swung the door open.
As I actually smiled today.
"Hey wassup?"
"It smell so good in here like some good ass weed anyways.I didn't want to seem desperate but I was wondering if you wanted to go on a date foreal."On the inside I jumped with joy.

"Yeah lemee get your phone number."I said getting my phone out my back pocket unlocking it as she told me it than I told her mine.
"Pheww it felt so good to get that off my chest and can I say you look beautiful in that outfit."She flirted.
"But that ass sittin right in them pants girl."I spoke back.And she blushed.
"Your one to talk."She said.
"I guess I should get goin."
"Yep cus I love to see you walk away."I said to her as she blushed turning around and I did watch her wall away and I closed my door back.

"Yesss I got a a date!"I cheered as i did a little dance.
After I was done I went and got me some food cus I had the muchies and I was actually happy once today.