Finding Her Happiness

CHAPTER 11

I was frusturated as I tried to concentrate on doing Chris's outfit because our birthday party was in two days.And guess what im suspened for a month.
So sick of the bullshit man.

All I want to do is go home.
My real home where me and my GG lived and my father was there to with us.But there both fucking gone.

"Fuck!"I said annoyed as I tossed the jacket across the room as I messes up the stitching cus I couldn't focus.
"Why?Why? I just want to go home!"I cried as I wiped my face as the tears came.I wanted to get away from the drama from anybody I wanted my GG and my dad.That's all I wanted.

"Onika?"I heard Chris's voice ask.
"W-what?"
"Can I come in?"He asked.
"Y-yeah."I mumbled as I hid the pants jacket,shirt,and pants underneath the bed.

I sat back on the bed as he got on the bed looking at me.
"Whats wrong is it cus of Karruche?"He asked as he hugged me and let me lay my head on his chest.

"No,well sort of im just so sick of the fuckin drama,Chris im sick of it all I want to do is go home back to Trinidad with my GG and my dad!"I cried.
"Its okay its okay Nika."He said softly as he rubbed my back.

I wiped my face as I took in a breath of air.
"No it's not okay Chris a-and your right im sad,im a sad sad person!"I said loudly.
"Its okay to be sad."He said wiping my face.

I shook my head 'no'."No I want to be happy like you."I told him.
"You cant descibe the feeling and you canf tell when your happy,but you know when you are when your smile lights up my room,that what Ms.Sandra always says to me and I used to be sad just like you."He said.

"Thats why you wanted to be my friend because you didn't want me to feel the way you felt?"I asked.
"Yeah I had someone and you had none but now you do."He told me as he lifted my chin up looking at me as I wiped my face as he looked at my eyes and I looked at his.

"Really?"I asked.
"Really Onika."He spoke as he smiled and I gave him a weak smile back.
"Yes now get off me you got too much ass on you like can a nigga breathe!"He shouted as he gasped pushing me off of him and I punched him in his chest.

"Ow you always hittin me whore."
"Fuck you hoe!"I said back to him as I slapped him in his addams apple.
"Ow,but is you goin mini golfing with us,oh and yourr boyfriend is gonna be there."He sung as he made kissy faces at me and I grabbed his lips with my hand as I screeched as he licked my hand.

"Eww thats so nasty!"I said turning away from him and he licked my cheek and I started beating him up as he was laughing as we wrestled.
"Ow chill wait you kneed me in my nuts."He shouted in pain.

"Sorry I know that hurts."I said.
"Its all good."He groaned.
"Good than dont lick me again boy."I said punching him in his shoulder.
"What time is  the mini golf at?"I asked turning around to look at Chris but he wasnt there.

I searched around my room for him because my door was still closed.
"Chris where you at?"I asked as I walked into the closet turning the light on in there.

"RAHHHH!"
I looked at him with a blank face.
"No?"
"No.I said shaking my head.
"Now help me pick out an outfit and what time does the thing start?'I asked.

"7:00."
He said as he looked went through my clothes.
And I turned around looking through shirts.
"Hey Nika what you think?"I heard him ask and I turned around as my face heated up.