Onika Maraj never liked hanging out with anybody she kept her head in the books and kept to herself..
Chris always watched Onika from afar because he was curious about her,she never gave him any attention.And she always looked upset about something...
I sat in front of Chris as I tapped my nails. "Have you made your desicion?"I asked him. "I can't let go of the past im sorry Nika." "Its all good cus I found me some new pussy."I said pulling out my phone.
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"Ain she bad?"I said. And he nodded his head intensely. "Just think about it Chris me and her be fuckin and she down for threesomes were perfect for each other."I smiled clapping my hands.
The reason why im so happy is cus she just ate me out this morning. "W-well im happy for you."He told me. "Thank you,how have things been goin in here."
"These little niggas outta control I can't wait until I can come home."He told me. "So you know im gonna be in Atlanta next month until a years is up."I said. "Yeah im gonna miss you." He told me. "Im gonna miss you too."I told him smiling and he reached into his pocket and pulled out the promise ring.
And memories came back reminding me why in the first place it was in his hands at the moment. "I don't want the ring if im not ya gal and ya tinkin about anotha gal."I told him. "I know but make a promise to always be my friend and to not get out there and lose yourself.".He told me as he rubbed over my hands as he slid the ring on my finger.
He held my hand in his hands as I blushed looking down and I looked back up. Seeing his lips coming twoards my face and I shrugged than pecked them.
"Hmm I really dont understand how you still love Karruche but you kissing me."I said with a thinking face. "Its hard to explain."He told me running his hand over his grown out hair. "Hmm well tell me how Cyn's lips taste eck."I said sticking out my tounge. "You know your such a smart ass." "Better than being a dumbass like you."I said joking with him. "You always got a have a come back." "Yep always gotta have a cum back."I said. "You always gotta have your brain in the gutters?" "All summer 17 I did." I said and he laughed.
"But Chris I saw my parents three weeks ago."I told him. And his eyes widened. "Wait, where how?" "At the cemetery and they got a whole family and errythang."I said rolling my eyes as I bit my lip.
"And how did that make you feel Nika?". "Nothing really."I said shrugging my shoulders and I began bouncing my right leg and refused to make eye contact with him because I refuse to cry in public.
"Nika be honest its me Chris how'd it make you feel?"He asked. Damn it Chris! I wiped a single tears as my face turned into a pout. "It felt like shit honestly,like yall out here living all good and got each others back and have each other,where my grandmother died and so did my uncle that was a father to me died too and im goin through this alone mane."I said half pissed off and half sad.
"Hey look at me, look at me..how many times I got to tell you that im always here for you and you don't have to go through this alone,you dont have to but you keep forcing yourself to push people away why why are you doin that?"
"Cus everyone I love dies Chris!Is that what you wanted to hear and that t-time you went to the hospital still scares me that what happens if you die and you keep tasting death cus of me.Im not dumb Chris Ive seen a stab wound before,if I would've never came in your life you wouldn't be in here and you wouldn't keep getting close to death and than bam that one day where your actually gone,its gonna be all my fault I feel it I feel it."I said wiping my tears away as I couldn't stop em as the tears blurred my vision.
He wiped my tears off and contiued speaking."The more you speak life into it, the more you give it a chance of happening." "But its true Chris."I tried to tell him.
"No its not, okay God will never give you sumn you cant handle everything happens for a reason."He told me as he smiled. "You too pretty to be cryin got me ova hea ready to cry some real nigga tears."He said fanning his face and I started laughing.
"Is we cool now?"He asked. And I nodded. "Like ice." "Like a freezer."He said back as we dapped up. God I really needed this talk with Chris it was just what I needed. Even though im still upset we not in a relationship anymore im still happy I got my bestfriend.
"Alright visiting time up."I heard and each guard got an inmate and left out with them as I waved goodbye to Chris.
Now time to go home eat ice cream and cry cus my life is so sad.
