Finding Her Happiness

CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX

"He said do you love me I told him not even partly,I only love food and dick, pussy nigga I ain sorry!"I sung remixing the song holding up the middle fingers as I swung my hair around as Tyrell recorded me.

Me Tyrell,Redd,and Jadah were sitting by each other at lunch as my mood was on 9 today.But life goes on honestly.
"Yall gon miss me when im gone?"I asked.
And they looked at me confused.
"Where you goin?"Redd asked.

"To Atlanta for my clothing buisness."
"How long you gonna be gone for?"He asked.
"Two months."
"What about Chris?"He asked.

I rolled my eyes.
"Oh you mean my best friend?"And they nodded so I just shrugged my shoulders.
"What about him?"I asked.
"Hes your boyfri-."
"Eh eh correction bestfriend."I spoke and they looked at me weirdly and I refused to look them in the eyes.

As I looked down at my phone trying to act nonchalant.
"Are you okay?What happened to you two?"I heard Jadah asks and I shrugged my shoulders trying to hold the tears back.

I sniffled as a tear came down and I quickly wiped it cus I hate crying in front of people.
"You wanna go to the bathroom real quick?"She asked and I nodded my head.
I know Ive ony knew Jadah for a while but I know she was someone worth trusting.

When we reached the bathroom silently tears came down my face and I felt like an emotional mess.
"Stop crying your to pretty for that."She told me as she used tissue to dab up the tears.

"You dont understand he still loves her."
"Who?"
"Chris still loves Karruche,and im mad at how quickly we rushed into things without telling each other about how we really feel."

"Well when you loved someone for so long its hard to let go without looking back on the positive through the negative love is so strong it can get you put in jail and you'll still feel emotionally attatched to someone have you ever loved someone?"She asked me.

"Yeah."I said.
"Who?"
"Chris."I finally admitted as I sighed.
"Well um before all of this you guys were bestfriends and even though yall weren't a couple than you did look like one and act like one."She told me and I thought back to when we were just bestfriends.And I smiled.

"So why dont you guys just remain best friends until hes ready to let go."She told me.
I thougut about it than nodded.
"That doesn't mean wait on the sideline and let him fuck otha bitches it means wait for the flame to burn out."

She told me and I was understanding everything and I finally came to peace with myself.I took a deep sigh.
"Thank you for helping me Jadah."I said to her as we walked out happy.

But I made a mistake because someone was listening.

Karruche...

I was booed up with my man Jamal hugging on each other as we ate food in the cafeteria and I rolled my eyes seeing my old seat was taken by Onika and her and her friends looked like they were having a good time.See what I mean to childish to be on my level like children act your age.

I laughed at how much of a real bitch I sounded.
"Oh my goodness girl guess what I just heard!"Diamond spoke rushing over to me with that ridiculous ass cotton candy look in her hair that ain look right on her and everyone clowned her for stealing Onika's style.

I scrunched up my face seeing toilet paper stuck to the bottom of her shoe and I thought whether or whether not to tell her and I decided not to.
"Girl what you hear?"I asked as she came and sat down in front of me as I fakely pushed Jamal away from kissing on my neck and smirked as I saw the hurt in her eyes.

I snatched up Jamal for two reasons one because I knew Diamond's dumb ass liked him and two I wanted Onika to get jealous.The thing was Diamond looks really pretty now thanks to Onika breaking her nose she got nose surgery and the nose Diamond has actually fits her face now and im mad at how much attention she's getting now like you cant be badder than me if your my friend thats facts.

"So Onika was just crying in the bathroom because Chris still loves you but she loves him and he doesn't know it."She said all in one breath.
I nodded and that was all the information I needed as I got my phone and began texting a few people a certain video.

"Thank you that was all I needed,and Jamal were through and Diamond fuck you for fuckin my boyfriend."I said as both there faces dropped as I sent the video to them as well.

As I walked away hearing gasps and people murming in the cafeteria as I heard someone yell out.
"Yo Diamond how you gonna make a sex tape and not know how to suck a dick right?"I heard.

I smirked checkmate bitches.
See now Chris still loves me I'll wait till he gets out than this pussy will have him crawling back and hes gonna have money so I wont have to work at all.And the best of all Onika will be heart broken....