Don't Go (FF) #WeBelieveInYouKris

EXO - 4

 HI! This is author. (^_^V)

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DATE: MAY 15, 2014

Kris's POV (6:59 PM)

That naughty kid! Carelessly posting something like that will surely get him in trouble!

I laughed. Then groaned.

I've always loved that kid's spunk, even from the start. This is just too much. Too burdensome. I guess they all know what's happening now. I know they'll never forgive me for what I did. What I did and the impact of it, it's unthinkable. I basically ruined everything. I "betrayed" them, though I knew of course Tao wasn't the one who posted that, still the message hit straight home. 

I guess I did have a choice, jeopardizing my health won't matter that much to me, but I can't do that to my mom. I can't make her worry, it would break her heart if she knew I am sick. We only have each other and I will be making this very painful for her if I drop dead somewhere in a room or at the stage. Definitely not. I would never trade my moms welfare for anything in this world.

It is decided, even if it kills me to leave them.

I am stuck in this empty place, my lawyer suggested me to stay. Fortunately, the media still hasn't found out where I am staying or I don't know what will happen. The netizens are already in chaos, I don't know what will happen if my fans found out this place. Reading my fans messages makes my heart swell though. It warms my heart to know that my fans are trying their best to back me up.

Sadly, I can't get their hopes up, it pains me to think that I'll just be disappointing them. I can't even imagine that I had this level of supporters with me, they even think my drawings are cute, ha! I will not just disappear without saying anything to them, without letting them know that I'm okay, without expressing my gratitude to them. They are very important to me as well.

I found a note, wrote my message and posted it to ig.

"I'm doing fine. I wish everyone the best, and I hope things will be better for you all. I thank all the people who are supporting me, and thanks for voicing your opinions. Wu Yi Fan will always be here!"

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I can't sleep again. This place is very uncomfortable. I look for my backpack to change my shirt. I grab a white comfortable tee when something fell. It was the Gucci glasses Tao gave me on my birthday. 

(DATE: NOVEMBER 01, 2013)

'"Ge, wake up!" A certain someone just disturbed my sleep.

I open my eyes and look at who was calling me. It was Tao.

"What's up panda?" I asked groggily. 

"Hurry and dress up, Ge." He demanded. What is he up to now?

I didn't want to argue with him so early in the morning, so I got up, pulled a white shirt and a black-tight pants. Tao was already dressed up. When I was done, he dragged me to the dining room and have me sit on the chair. Kyungsoo already made a breakfast. Great! Tao seems to be in a hurry and shoved the pancake into my mouth. I choked. I made a gesture to Minseok hyung across me and thankfully he handed me a glass of water. I swallowed the pancake and looked at Tao, my eyebrows connected.