Today is the day I should tell Matt. I texted Callie last night and told her everything. I couldn't tell Matt by text. It was something I had to say in person. To see his reaction. But what scares me the most, is if he doesn't like me after. He could leave. He could be so angry he won't talk to me ever again. I have had many nightmares about tell both him and Callie. It scares me and i'm nervous. Him leaving scares me. I enter school and go to my locker. Matt and Callie approach me.
"Callie says you have something to tell me." Matt says. Callie mouths 'Tell him' and walks off. I go into freak out mode. She shouldn't have put me on the spot like that. I stand there not knowing what to do. What to say. How to say it. Should I expect him to be angry, disappointed or sad? I don't know what to say. But it takes me awhile to get words out of my mouth.
"I-I d-do." I say.
"Well what is it?" He asks.
"I-I ha-have." Before I could say another word I crash to the floor. The pain overcomes my body I hear a ring in my ears. Then I hear a faint voice.
"April! April! Oh god!" It was Matt. I feel slightly shooken. People surround me scared. My vision slightly fades away.
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Fight Song
RomanceSome say that cancer means that it's the end of the world, but it's just the beginning of a whole new journey.