215: INABILITY TO WRITE

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It seems like I have stopped writing
All my frozen feelings
I have kept my hand in place
Away from all those papers and pens

I have sealed all those days of writing
And locked them in my memory of longing
Yes, I was, all this time, longing...
Waiting for the day I'll continue writing.

But every time I have that courage
My heart just can't endure the pain
Because writing will draw all my memory
Of our painful yesterday.

Every time I hold a pen and a paper
I would end up writing about you, dear
I'd end up reminiscing those days with you
That I thought would last forever.

Now that I am able to write
The frozen feeling has melted
And all the pain has returned
Haunting my heart, making me feel weak to fight.

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