And I don’t think you can ever redeem yourself from what you did…
Just think of the hearts you broke, ever thought you could still fix it?
You can reassemble it, but it will always have fissures to show the damage you did.
It is only now that everything about this lie came to light.
It is only now that I realized I’ve been lied.
It is only now that I broke away from the spell of our “almost a lovestory”sight.
It is only now that I have learned my lessons from this fight.
And it is only now that I made it clear to myself,
That I don’t deserve you and you don’t deserve me at all…
I reconsidered hearing your apologies
But you had a pride I can never reach,
So just forget that a spark between us ever existed.
Forget that you ever made a mistake…
Forget all of it…
But I hope you won’t regret erasing all of it in your memory
Especially when you see me
And you’ll finally see what you lost
In this battle of humbuggery.
YOU ARE READING
Quondam Solace 3
PoezjaThe last 201-300 poems from my Quondam Solace poetry book series. Quondam Solace is a collection of poems I wrote from January 2016-January 2017. These are poems about my life, heart, observations, and imaginations. It is entitled as Quondam Solace...
