Dear diary, entry #567
probably, the last thing i would write before i die.
Gennie told me not to waste my time on you, but I did. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nagkaganito, but the only thing I know, I fell. All this time, I already fell.
Those flowery words at pagsusungit mo sa akin? Ayun ba 'yun? I want you to know the whole truth by giving my entries to you. 500+ yan, sana basahin mo pa rin kahit 30 days lang kitang nakachat.
You're not the person I've been looking for all this time but it's you whom I want to be with before I die.
Sabi sakin ni Suran last time; Don't waste your time stressing about things you can't change, but I did. Naghanap ako ng paraan para matigil 'tong kalokohang ito, ngunit wala akong nakitang solusyon.
We cannot change the whole truth, Jaelo. I'm dying. 3 days before the day to approach. Sana, makita kita at makausap ng personal para ako mismo magsabi sa'yo ng lahat. Tutal, I'm dying na naman na hindi ba?
Nakakatawa lang kasi do'n, even on my last breath, my heart still belongs to you.
The only thing that I learned about being in love with my past lover; If you're not ready to die, don't fall in love. Pero wala e, tadhana ang dapat sisihin sa lahat ng nangyayari.
At the very last time, after all of this, sana kahit paano ay makita ko si Onyx bago ako mapunta sa impyerno. At least may gift pa sakin si God bago ako tuluyang magdusa hindi ba? haha.
Ayun nga. This not may be the first in this entries na magso-sorry ako, at least this would be last. You're the only thing I did appreciate for almost 30 days. Nakakatawa ano? Kasi talagang nakakainis 'yang pagmumukha mo.
Tomorrow, sasabihin ko na, I swear. Please listen to me, before I die, beh.
p.s i would probably miss the 'beh' word
sayang hindi moko tinawag na beh na may feeling ng kasama.
--b.o.m.o lisa
BINABASA MO ANG
before i die || lizkook
Fanfiction- a story that will tell you how skyler batumbakal fall in love with someone within 30 days and will still love him even on her last minute. - Epistolary 1: Jeon Jungkook x Lisa Manoban
