LUCYS POV
I slammed my door and locked it making sure he couldn't come in. Then I lost it. I started sobbing I couldn't control myself. Why me? Why does he hate me? You stupid foolish girl he hates you because you are her daughter. His daughter. He hates you because you look like your mother. Your long blonde pretty hair. Your soft chocolate brown eyes. I wish i could get away from him. Or that he'd leave forever. But I don't want to be alone. He's all I have everyone else is back in my old town. I have no one but him.
Lisana doesn't even remember me. She hates me. She's always hated me. What was the point of moving here. Nobody cares about me anymore....
NATSUS POV
I laid awake worrying about Lucy. Tomorrow was Friday so maybe that would make her feel better. I hope I'll see her tomorrow morning on my walk to school. I rolled over and tried to sleep.
Buzz buzz
Buzz buzz
Buzz buzz
Buzz buzz
BUZZ BUZZ
Ugh I signed grabbing my phone and opening it burning my retnas with the bright light. Letting my eyes adjust it was a message from Lisana. I sighed again and opened it.
Lisana: i miss you natsu. I really need you.
Great that's great. I shut my phone and ignored her. It's the same thing every time why can't she let me go. Stop hurting my heart lisana! Go away. Spare me this once. Don't pull me back in. I can't handle it. I started crying. Ugh I'm so weak crying iver her. Some man I am. I sobbed and sobbed. Why did I care so much. I don't care about her. I dont! Then why am I like this?.....
LISANAS POV
I wiped my mouth and stood up looking at myself in the mirror. My pale skin my dead looking eyes. I look hiddeous. I lifted my shirt and stared at my stomach. Thin. But could be thinner. No matter how hard I work out. How much food I don't eat. How much I throw up and I can't get any thinner. I need someone to help me. Someone help me. Help me help me help me HELP ME! I sunk to the ground sobbing. I opened my phone and texted natsu. He always makes me feel better.
I miss you Natsu. I really need you. Please save me. I never told you. You'd never understand. I just please. Help....
I know it's another short chapter. And possibly kind of depressing. I'm sorry if I caused you any pain in this chapter and if you need to talk I'm here I don't judge. ❤️💙💚💛🧡💜🖤
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