Fifty Shades Ever After?

Chapter 19

Ana POV

I can't believe this with Christian, regretting me finding him. What the hell? Then him not knowing if he's in love with me? I just can't believe any of this. I go looking for Gail, finding her in the kitchen. "Hey Gail I need you to look after the kids for a little while. Christian and Elliot are here but I'd rather you look after them". She looks at me "What happened Ana"? "He regrets me finding him, doesn't know if he's in love with me. He loves me but may not be in love with me. I just need to drive. I'll be back". Gail hugs me then let's me go. I go to the garage, seeing the R8 but decide on my hidden beauty.

I go to the covered beauty, my Charger....I found her and Taylor restored her for me. I drive her occasionally....but today I want to be lost. I don't want anyone to find me, I want to be Ana, no kids no responsibility just me.

I get in, start the car and love the purr of the engine. I drive off, like I do in the R8 but in this car, it's an adrenaline rush. A true muscle car that loves the road. I'm driving the back roads enjoying the feeling and the power of my car. I listen to some classic rock just losing myself in the music. I am just driving making sure I'm paying attention to what I'm doing, I don't need something stupid to happen.

I'm driving back home when a darkened windowed car is driving in my lane. I honk to get their attention I don't want to ruin my baby and they shift back and I sigh but then as they get closer I honk again but they aren't moving I try to swerve to avoid them but they come closer and clip my car. I am sent spinning into a tree. I sit there stunned and shocked that I was run off the road. I look for my phone, and try grabbing it with my right hand and pain shoots through my arm. I shut off the car with my left hand and stretch across to grab the phone with my other hand. I groan in pain but I don't care anymore. I call Taylor "Taylor it's Ana, I'm about 2 miles from the driveway, someone ran me off the road. Don't tell anyone about this, I mean no one not Gail not Christian not Elliot. Just leave Sawyer with the kids and come get me. I need to get my arm fixed". He sighs "Ana what's going on"? "Not now I just want get my arm fixed and the car towed home". Which car Ana"? I begin to cry "The Charger". "I'm on my way". I sit here crying, hurt but crying or my car. I got it after the whole Christian situation, after I was drinking I found her and Taylor fixed her up the way I wanted. She was perfect...now she's ruined. I hear the SUV come up behind me and hear a tap at the window. Taylor opens my door and helps me out of the car. "She's ruined Taylor". He sighs and hugs me "Ana we'll fix her up, you and me just like before. Your fine and that's all that matters. What's hurt"? I sniffle "My arm and neck". He takes me to the back of the SUV and checks the arm. "It's broken Ana, nothing doing about it, neck is probably whiplash and they'll want you in a neck brace". I sigh "Take me to urgent care then and fix the arm. Have to car towed and covered". He nods and places a call as I walk to the passenger seat. "Now Ana why were you driving, the Charger of all things"? "I wanted a relaxing drive to clear my mind. Things aren't good, Leila killed herself, Christian regrets me finding him. I'm the love of his life....but not sure if he's in love with me". He sighs "Now I understand. Why do you do this Ana...you can't always run away". "I wasn't running away, I was clearing my head, I had a car one into my lane and hit me, did it twice. I was being extremely cautious and going the speed limit. I wasn't driving like I'm always do...just needed some way to clear my head to be in that house with him". "I believe you Ana, I know you love that car, so I know. Just try not to run all the time. It doesn't help with anything". I nod at this because it's true. We go to urgent care and turns out it's broken and I have whiplash. Nothing that will prevent my surgery in a few days, just added to the healing.