Chapter 33

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Christian POV

Flynn begins before any of us "So Christian and Elliot whenever we see Ana, we need to validate her feelings. Be understanding but not mocking or treating her feelings as silly or anything else. She is going to be in extreme amounts of pain that medication will not touch. Debridement is torture in a way but it can not be done on someone sedated. Depending on how she handles it, the process can be long or could be quicker all depending on her pain tolerance. Plus although Christian you love Ana no matter what, don't just try and say she's beautiful, yes positive reinforcement is best but to begin with she will not believe you and think your lying. She may even feel you'll leave her for being ugly and disfigured. We all know as well as Ana deep inside that would never happen. Just be there for her during the debridement and painful procedures because seeing her at her worst and being there supporting her is the best reassurance possible".

I nod agreeing with John's assessment and he turns to Elliot "Now with you Elliot is easier because you've been there when she felt small and worthless. You know how to deflect her remarks and make her laugh. Just be you, silly and goofy as she describes you. When she feels like she has no one not Christian Grace Carrick or myself, she's always had you believe her when we all thought differently. You and her searched for 5 years for Christian even when it lead no where, you still searched together. She needs that determination". Elliot nods at this "So I guess I shouldn't start with some melted wax jokes or what do you get when your car crashes over the cliff jokes"? Flynn and I roll our eyes at this and I reply "Dude you have the sensitivity of an kindergartner sometimes. I get you make stupid jokes but ease into it....not jump in head first". Elliot shakes his head "Now see I'm thinking if I do what your asking she'll think I'm walking on eggshells around her and that could make her uncomfortable also". Flynn looks at us and sighs "He does have a point but no fire or melting jokes also no crash jokes. Not yet let her get her barrings first".

Elliot nods "Ok then I'm going to get stuff for Taylor and start moving Ana's stuff out a bit. Just enough to make it believable. Just sucks we have to do this shit in our own house". "How do you think I feel being a man whore who is 'fucking' someone else? It turns my stomach to have to do this". Flynn looks at us both "But this is for Ana, we know it's fake every one that matters does. The only ones who don't are the liars. We expose them and we go back to normal". "Yes John I know but it still is fucked up. Just.dont expect me to flaunt a woman around that the papz can get pictures of. Hell no I draw the line there". John nods and looks at Elliot. I think he wants to elaborate more, but because of certain things on my past he isn't. "Ok Elliot go ahead, I'll be there shortly for you to bitch me out in front of everyone". He nods and leaves the SUV with a smirk on his face. Flynn looks back at me. "The majority of your staff are aware of your past lifestyle so there is no need for you to parade a woman around. Welch is making it look like you were going to BDSM clubs. That's how your cheating. So your to call me when it's time to go to the club and you'll park there for hours and I'll will get you then bring you back to go home". I sigh at this "Whatever needs to be done let's just do it. All of this is leaving a bitter taste in my mouth". "Ana will know that this isn't true Christian, Elliot Taylor and I will reassure her. With Taylor and Elliot saying the same this she will believe them. Unfortunately Ana will believe I will dissuade the truth a bit for you, which is untrue but she'll think you've been my client longer so more loyalty towards you".  I shudder at this but know it's true, I'm hoping she'll believe it's impossible for me to be with another woman.

After Flynn and I departed I went home and worked together my cold aloofness for when Elliot bitches my ass out about Ana. I turn into the drive way and see Elliot has a few boxes and a couple of suitcases in the bed of his truck already. Damn allusion of moving her out, not moving her out. I walk into the house and see Elliot coming down with a box seeing me throwing a hard glare at me. "Well if it isn't fucking Christian Grey say you coming from your latest whore or actual work? I can't believe after Ana searched for your ass for 5 years, remaining loyal to your ass you go and cheat on her ass. It's fucking disgusting, and I'm almost ashamed to call you my brother". Ouch damn man "What Elliot just pissed Ana didn't give it up to you over that time and I come back and get it right away? Grow up we grew apart and yeah I should have told her but I didn't want her hurt. One day she'll understand, but she needs to grow up. Running away really has become her style, sending little Elliot to get her shit? She needs to own what's going on. Let her know when you see her, that she can have the house when she decides to talk with me. This place won't work for my women, don't want them getting ideas. Time I go back to my old ways".  Elliot looks at me in shock "You truly are a bastard. I'm glad she left when she did. Shouldn't have wasted so much time looking for your ass". I sigh "Just take her shit and go. Your still welcome here, don't say shit about what I do. It's my life". He shakes his head and shoves past me. I see him take the box and gun it out the driveway. Damn that was so real and as I think this he messages me on the phone:

EG: Damn you can be a total douche on command.
CG: Speak for yourself. Going to the club tonight you going to be here or Bellevue?
EG: Bellevue need to cool off a bit. Felt way too real for me.
CG: Me too Laters Lelliot.

Gail come from the kitchen looking disappointed in me "Mr Grey you received a phone call from a Ms Jameson said she'll meet you at the club tonight after 9pm". I nod "Thank you Mrs Jones". She nods and walks away. I see Prescott Ryan and Grimes watching me like a hawk. Those three are the newest and most suspect, hoping it's not true but seeing it much be. Ryan and Grimes leave and Prescott stays a bit longer than is appropriate. She smiles at me shyly and walks out. I look at her and ponder, could it be her?

I go to get ready for me supposedly going to the club when I notice Prescott watching me again. I try and ignore it but it's hard. I drive to a BDSM club I haven't been to before that way they won't know if I was there or not. I had called Flynn before I drove off and he's around the corner waiting for me. We go to his office for a while talk about nothing in particular, just about kids and shit and after it's been a few hours he drives me back. "Thanks John for this, hope this isn't too often don't want Rhian thinking your cheating on her". He chuckles "I explained you needed guy time and since you have no friends I volunteered". I laugh at this "That makes me sound so pathetic but truth is I have no real male friends. Elliot but right now we're on the 'outs'".  He chuckles "So lets not do this every night. Every few or something like that". I nod "I'll try to keep it towards the weekends normally but it would've look bad after that blow up with Elliot if I didn't go blow off steam". He nod and I bid him farewell. I start for the house, it's not home cause Ana isn't there but I can't show that right now.

I get home exhausted from all the stress in my life and see the house is silent. I'm thankful and head to my room. As soon as I opened my room, something was off. I'd been in here after Elliot so it's not that, it's something else. I walk to the closets and notice Ana's drawers have been touched, her lingerie drawer. I walk to the bathroom and nothing is out of place there so I go and change for the night. I head to the bed and climb in and immedately jump back out. Fucking bed is soaked in what I have no fucking clue. I ring Gail hate disturbing her but what the fuck?

Gail comes into the room looking  surprised to get a call from me to my room. "Gail has anyone been in my room since I left"? She shakes her head "Not that I know of Mr Grey. What's wrong"? "The bed is drenched and it wasn't when I left". She reached out and touches the bed, then brings it to her nose. Her face scrunches up "It a combination of things sir but if you want to shower, I'll take care of it". "What is it Gail"? She sighs "I'm presuming urine and ejaculation from a female. So someone masturbated on your bed. Might want to check your clothes most female stalkers use something of the man's to draw out the fantasy". I shudder at this then remember Ana's lingerie drawer has been touched "Someone got into Ana's lingerie drawer. Could that have something to do with it"? "Yes sir definitely probably trying to make 'their' territory since she's 'gone'". "If you could change the sheet Gail I'd appreciate it, also until this is over and we're in private you can call me Christian. You've helped my family and been there for so much, your part of it also". "Thanks I appreciate that, will try to remember that". I turn to my closet and grab another set of pajamas and head for the shower to clean what ever the hell that shit was off of my body.

Belinda POV

I am back at my apartment after my security shift for Mr Grey. Seems that Ana wasn't satisfying him, shame Linc didn't get to her before she took off. He found me at a BDSM club and propositioned me to give him information about Ana and he'd make it to where I'd be able.to persue Mr Grey. He is the stuff of dreams, I got bold today after his fight and him leaving I wandered into his room and got some of Ana's lingerie and wore it while I masturbated, squirting all over the mattress imagining him between my thighs telling me what to do. There is a man I wouldn't mind giving up everything for. Knowing him is sleeping in my cum soaked sheets, gets me going again. I kept the outfit I found in Ana's drawer, she wouldn't do it justice unlike myself. It's a shame Mr Grey doesn't have a play room here, otherwise I could play with his toys while thinking of him. Just thinking of his gray eyes and those lips touching me has me hot again. I begin to touch myself imagining it's Christian grunting with satisfaction feeling myself begin to cum again, I can't wait until it's real. Soon he'll find me in his bed ready for him.

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