Broken

*Chapter 01|Drown*

*edited*

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Before I begin let me warn you. This book is not recommended for sensitive readers. There will be self harm and depressing thoughts about suicide in the first few chapters.

SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER.

It's never the answer. There is always someone that will want to talk, someone that cares. Even though you might not agree to this, I'm always open if you want to talk - I'll listen.

Just know this book is not encouraging suicide or self harm. Depression is a horrible place to find yourself, I can't tell a depressed person you'll be alright, I can't say I understand either because I don't.

There will be disturbing scenes like killing and harassment. It also has action and swearing.

Please bear with me when I tell you to understand I'm not the fastest at updating. But I update Friday or Sunday every two weeks.

Just please! This book isn't for sensitive readers!

MOST IMPORTANT!!

I update friday or Sunday every two weeks!

Song ~ Life Jacket by Sia.

Bianca P.O.V

LIFE is like an obstacle course.

Tough, but you have to keep going till you reach the end. There will always be those parts that seem impossible to go through, but with time, determination and goals, you'll get over it and move on.

But what happens if you're sick of the obstacle course?

You've fought and tried and pushed your way through the obstacles, but they always come back even harder than before. To the point it gets so painful you just want to lay on the ground and never get up.

I'm sick of this obstacle course and I'm ready to ditch it, anyway possible.

Tears strolled down my cheeks as I listened to the sound of dry leaves crush underneath my black leather boots. The easing sound killed the dead silence, making me feel less terrified and anxious from being alone in a forest when it was close to dawn.

The tall trees and chilly air made my stomach churn in fear. The place looked much more bone chilling than I'd imagine it would be. Maybe it was my imagination, but yet it still terrified me.

Im scared an animal would jump out of nowhere and eat me alive.

Though, I cant help but think of how I used to love the forest, the sound of birds chirping, the beautiful tall trees and green grass, the lakes, the sun sets and every single thing about it. But fate kicked in and nothing remained the same.

Everything I loved, I began to hate, and only because they reminded me of how happy I used to be. I felt like those memories were just there to mock me, to tell me Ill never be happy again. Its been so long from those happy times they feel like a dream now, an illusion even.

Quiet sobs escaped my lips as I put my lanky arms tighter around my body. I still felt cold and I was wearing a jacket. The tips of my dark hair brushed my neck as it swayed from side to side in its high ponytail with my quick movements.