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I held the knife against my wrist.

The blade ready to pierce my smooth, perfect skin.

My hands shook and my heart pounded.

Come on,
I told myself,
Just press down.
I closed my eyes, gripping my hand tighter around the wooden handle.

Then I broke down.

Tears streamed down my cheeks and I dropped the knife onto the cold, tiled bathroom floor, a clattering sound filled my ears.

Loud, choking sobs escaped from my mouth as I cried for the first time in weeks.
I didn't care if my dad heard me.
I didn't care if he questioned me later.

All I could think about was the pain in my heart as I cried out for it to stop.

Make it stop.

I scratched at my chest, crying harder when I realized my nails were too short, fingers too stumpy to tear my skin.

Make it stop!

All I could do was scrabble desperately.

MAKE IT STOP!

But it wouldn't stop.


It had just started.

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