♡How I Found Him♡

I'm here for you

The sleepover is in full swing and i have to say I'm actually happy that the boys actually gate crashed it. Right now we discussing  which movie to watch.
"I wanna watch the hunger games" Bailey shouts and everybody looks at her like she's grown 3 heads. "Excuse you" Otis responds and we all get back to picking a movie. "Lets watch IT" i suggest and everyone agrees. Shaun, Percy and Otis head out to buy out more pizza,the girls get the ice cream,Scott,Benjamin and James well they disappeared and now its Linda and I left. "Oce we need to talk" Linda begins. Shit,I've been trying tk avoid this talk ever since i became myself again. "About what?" I ask pretending not to have a clue about whatever we'll be talking about. "Look this past month you weren't yourself and its because of me. I know i hurt you but i was trying to help you because i know you were crazy about Benjamin and i knew that he was playing you and that didn't sit well with me. But you pushed everyone out of your life and i wanted to be there supporting you but everytime i tried to come close you'd push me out again. But what i really need to underatand is why did you not seek out for help? Why did you push everyone out of your life?" And just like that Linda drops what i didn't want him to. I stay quiet for a while,not knowing how to answer him because o did all those things and i feel darn guilty about that shit and if only he could actually read my feelings. "Because  Linda,thats not what my brother taught me to do. He said i should be a strong girl and never show my emotions because people use that as an advantage to hate you. They use you to become close to you and then use you and you know what? That is exactly why I distanced myself from everyone because i blamed myself for letting Benjamin use me. I hated myself for forgetting what my brother taught me about this life. I let him down and i could never forgive myself for that" i scream  shout. "Oce,you shouldn't have did that. I love you enough to take care of you and you don't need to blame yourself for Benjamin's idiot ways. He doesn't know what he had, he lost a diamond looking for stones. Your brother instilled what you needed to survive but you also got me. I'll take it upon myself to take care of you,I'll protect you. You don't need to blame yourself,I'm here for you.  You are strong, i mean how many girls at that stupid school of yours can actually have the sass you have and talk to me the way you do?" I couldn't let him see my cry so after that i ran up to my room and Linda didn't follow me. I was greatful he didn't cause he gave me space and i couldn't ask for more at that time.
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"Owkaii, which famous actor said these words 'English motherfucker do you speak it?'"
"Morgan Freeman?"
"TIME"
"Shaun you're an idiot"
"Don't like movies can't blame me"
Right now,the crew and I were playing 30 seconds and Shaun and Scott were losing well because Shaun doesn't watch movies. After my little stunt Linda let me be and finished preparing for now. He then came and run me a hot bath and gave me some chocolate muffins. I missed this,missed him taking care of me and what i miss most is his scent surrounding me. I love how i feel around him and freely i can talk to him,something that is hard to do with other guys. Well apart from the crew that is. I think i might be inlove and well my love was directed at the wrong person. My love was actually based for Linda. "Oce are you fine?"  Linda whispered. "Yeah I'm alright" i respond. "Well, seems like the guys and girls are out of it so i was thinking why don't we grab markers and draw faces on them?"  And that was the best thing he could suggest at that time. I smile to him and say "that's a great idea and why don't we take syrup and put it on them and put some feathers on them." He laughs at me with a mischievous smile and glint in his eyes and with that we head on to work. He grabs the markers and start drawing in them and I'm so suprised that they didn't wake up. Next we take the syryp and feathers and place it all around them then head sleep. "Oce where am I going to sleep? I mean this is a sleep over isn't it?" Linda asks. "You can sleep in the room next go mine" i say "well i was hoping on sleeping in your bed tonight" he says while yawning and that is the cutest look from him that I've ever seen. "Haha no. Me and my bed have a date tonight and i plan on sleeping with him tonight doing all sorts of nasty stuff"  i say to him. "Why can't we both do the nasty stuff on the bed? I'll make sure you have some dick you'll never want to leave. I can already hear you saying my name 'Oh Linda' . Ouch what was that for?"  He asks as if he did nothing wrong "That was for being a perverted idiot.  Go sleep" i say. "Nope you can go sleep there. I'm sleeping here tonight"  he says smirking
"Fine"  i throw my hands frustrated.
"Fine what?"   He smirks
"You can sleep here" i reply irritated
"Of course i can"  he says smiling knowing very well I'm irritated
"Move,the left side is yours the right is mine."  I say
"Yeah whatever. By the way,do you have any joggers i can borrow?"  He asks sheepishly while rubbing the back of his neck
"Wait, I'll be right back" i go to my brother's room and take some of his joggers and return to my room. Standing there is Linda, half naked looking sexy as fuck. I let my eyes take him in and digest him.
"Here" i say as i give him the pants. He says a quick thank you and goes to the bathroom and wears them. I take  this time to change into my brother's shirts. "Holy fuck"  i hear someone say. I look back and see Linda standing there in his god like body. "Like what you see? Take a picture it lasts longer" i tell him. "As a matter of fact i do like what I'm seeing but having it on my phone wont have the same effect as my feeling it with my hands"  he replies. I scoff at him and take my oversized shirt and out it on. "Hey,why you closing it up now? I want to feel the work of art myself" he comments
"The gallery is closed now sleep"  i respond.
"Owkaii but wear my shirt,it'll look sexier on you" he says raspy.
"Yeah i don't think so" i say getting onto the bed. Next thing i know im being attacked by Linda. He takes my shirt off and lets his hands travel over my body for a while. His hands leaving a burning sensation everywhere, making me moan in pleasure. One thing i know for sure is that we not fucking,which is a good thing but i think i want him to. His hands find themselves on my bra straps and he stops. "Wear my shirt"  he whispers with a raspy voice that i cant say no to.  Sighing i take the shirt and wear it. When i look back at him his asleep on the bed already. I head to the bed and sleep,not a while after doing so, a hand finds itself around my waist. I sigh contently as he pulls me closer to him,feeling blissful i let the sleep overcome my body. Perfect ending to a long,crazii day.