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She Will Be Loved (Ch.45)

After finishing the long 45 minute shower, I climbed out while drying my hair. I walked inside my room and looked for something to wear

Walking over to my drawers near my bed, I searched through it, eventually finding Cameron’s white t-shirt.

It still smelled like him, and I felt hot tears in my eyes again.

I missed him so much, and I couldn’t wait for him to come, his strong hands wrapping around my frail body.

I pulled out my aztec leggings to match with the shirt and white Vans.

My sports bra was already in the second drawer and I pulled, quickly putting it on.

After throwing on the shirt and leggings, I combed my hair; looking at my reflection in the mirror.

The scars on my cheeks were healing but for some reason, I wanted them to stay.

I didn’t know I just wanted that.

I had my ex-boyfriend’s shirt on, tucked into some thin leggings which were baggy on me.

I grabbed my black woolly beret-style hat on that I've been sort of living in for a while and started to do my makeup.  

My longish brown hair kept falling out of the band and was now down to my shoulders as I tried to put on my mascara.

My green eyes were sort of popping out of my eyes but I didn’t mind.

That was my reflection....I realized.

I’m nobody.

Just a broken girl with hopes and dreams.

Letting out a huge sigh, I flopped onto my bed and scrolled through my phone.

Most of the time, I would read Cameron’s recent tweets but lately, I haven’t.

Every time I thought about him, I felt another piece of my heart been thrown and crushed by his foot.

Nash and the others had mostly tweeted about them leaving Orlando and were in the airplane right now.

But one of Nash’s tweets caught my eye.

@savbear_xo @neonsofia Can’t wait to see you back in Chino Hills! Met this beautiful girl Sofia on the plane. She’s amazing by the way! Wish me the best of luck with her!

I felt a smile spread across my lips and I read the tweet. Sofia was beautiful; the way her eyes shone in the picture reminded me of someone I knew.

My mother and I.  

Flashback

“Mom, I want to go outside! Can I play with Cam and Nash? They’re waiting for me!”

My mom turned around and glared at me, her emerald eyes filled with fire.

“No, Sofia-I mean-Savannah. You can’t go outside! We’re going to visit Grandma and I’m waiting for your dad.”

“Mom, that’s not fair-wait, what! You just called me Sofia? Who’s Sofia?”

“None of your business. Now, go outside and tell the boys you can’t play today.”

I let out an annoyed sigh and walked towards the door.

Before I left my mother inside the house, I heard my mother sigh.

“That was a close one.” 

“A close one to what?’, I thought.

I closed my eyes, snapping back to reality.