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Bloody Lies and Scars (Ch.12)

Chapter 12

"Get out of the fucking car, Savannah and get into your room!"

My grandma started to walk towards Nash's car and she abruptly opened the door.

With a tight grip, she grabbed a fistful of my hair and threw me onto the concrete ground.

"SAVANNAH!" Nash started to scream but it was useless

"Drive yourself home because I'll call the cops and tell them you kidnapped this slut of my granddaughter!"

Her harsh words stung me but before I could say anything, I heard Nash scream and then, I blacked out.

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I woke up only to meet the eyes of my grandmother.

What had happened?

"So, you're finally awake. Probably you should quit that stripper job of yours and get some more sleep at home."

"What are you talking about?"

Then, I recalled what had happened earlier.

"Nash didn't do anything! I was about to get raped by Jason and then he took me home to protect me!"

There was an awkward silence and the devil spoke again.

"So you didn't get raped! Jason told me-"

She stopped and took her eyes off of me.

I got off the couch and started to walk closer to my grandmother and screamed at her.

"Why the fuck would you talk to Jason? What did you guys do anyways, fuck each other?"

Her hand struck against my face and she spat out her harsh words again. "No you little bitch. I'm not a slut like you!"

My cheeks had another burning sensation and I couldn't move. I

had fallen on the coffee table, my hip striking the wood hard. She came towards me and struck my face again.

"You want to know the fucking truth, fine!

I told Jason to rape you and then try to hurt you even more so that you wouldn't come home and probably die!"

My heart shattered for the millionth time and I couldn't take it anymore.

All the tears I have held on for eight long years finally came out.

I ran up to my room and cried for a long time until I cried myself to sleep...

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The next morning, well afternoon I woke up to my room trashed and my belongings scattered and broken.

What did I do last night? All I remembered was the fight between my grandmother and I, crying until I fell asleep.

The door slowly opened and I quickly grabbed my blanket.

The head popped inside the room and my eyes met with......Cameron's!

His eyes were bloodshot and he looked as if he had been crying.

"Savannah, you're alive!"

Cameron rushed to me and held me tight.

His heart was pounding hard, his shoulders crushing my small body.

"Cameron, were you crying?"

He let go of me and we stared at each other for a long time.

"I missed you and I wanted to tell you sorry for everything I had did, Savannah!"

Tears rolled on his cheeks and I wiped them away.

"It's okay! I guess I was just jealous Cameron! I always had a thing-"

My cheeks reddened and my eyes met Cameron's.

He started to laugh and I turned away.

Why did I want to admit my feelings to him?

I was still mad at him for sucking Monica's face off!

"Cameron, why did you kiss her?"

His cheeks also reddened and he started to rub the back of his neck.

"It was just that she came in first and I kissed her back because I hadn't felt loved until she kissed me!"

My heart stopped and I couldn't take it!

"Cameron, I have been in love with you for so long, its bothering me that you are playing hard to get. I need someone like you! You are always on my mind and I never forget the great times we had as friends. I love you, Cameron! I REALLY LOVE YOU!"

From there, more tears formed. I cried and cried until I couldn't anymore. I was gasping for air, wanting to hold on to someone who loved me.

Cameron started to hold my shoulders and put me against the wall.

I felt his icy breath against my collarbone and at last, his lips crashed to mine.

I tried to let go of him but he still held me against the wall.

His cool hands slid up my shirt and I felt his fingers on my bra strap.

I pushed him away and tried to catch my breath.

Cameron looked at me with his innocent eyes, telling me to kiss him even more.

His lips were so soft, yet indulging.

I wanted more of Cameron. I never had this feeling before.

The new rush of feelings overtook my mind as our eyes locked.

"Well.."

There was once again an awkward silence between Cameron and I.

I threw my arms around Cameron and whispered into his ear, "Please don't let go."

"I won't," he promised.

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My grandmother walked into the room and grabbed my hair.

Cameron watched but couldn't say anything.

I couldn't blame him, my grandmother was a total bitch.

What did I do this time?

"Listen you little bitch. You better tell that boy of yours to leave because we need to have a big discussion."

My eyes met with Cameron's and he just nodded.

He left the room without saying goodbye.

I heard the sound of his footsteps slowing fading away, each step breaking my heart.

Then, my grandmother grabbed the collar of my sweater and threw me to the ground.

She started to move closer to me but I crawled on my knees and ran out of the house.

For a grandmother, she was really fast at running.

She catched up to me and tried to smack me but I pushed her away.

I started to run, run to somewhere I was safe. Nash's house.

I ran down the block and reached the green victorian house.

I banged on the door until someone opened it.

Nash's eyes widened and he started to cry.

"What happened?"

Nash was shaking, thinking that it was Jason who hurt me.

"It was my crazy grandmother! She beat me just because I didn't get raped!"

I started to cry, used to the same tears on my cheeks, burning my soul yet healing my heart.

"Nash, can I please come in?"

Nash's hand gestured towards his door and I walked in only to meet Monica crying on the couch.