complicated [lucaya]

18

Warning: it's about to get scandalous.

Maya's POV;

"I'm thankful for having such amazing friends that are always here when I need them." Farkle smiled as he looked around the table.

This is the heartfelt portion of the evening where we talk about our feelings. "Always."

I looked over at Lucas and smiled. Someone I'm definitely thankful for this year.

He was nestled right between me and Riley. After the talk we had last night, I bet that's the last place he wants to be.

"So Maya, what are you thankful for?"  Zay nudged me.

I looked at my friends. I thought about everything we've been through together. "I'm thankful that we all support each other, and love each other no matter what life throws at us."

It's been one hell of a year.

"I'm thankful to finally be sitting next to Maya..." Lucas looked at me and smiled, "without us screaming at each other."

Then there's Zay. "Which now we all know was you two intentionally being obnoxious."

We all laughed. Because it's basically true. However, Riley didn't seem to find it too funny, as she never even cracked a smile.

"Riley? What about you?"

She put a fake smile on and looked at me. "I'm thankful for being able to have all of my best friends, and my boyfriend," She put extra emphasis on that one. "In the same room without any drama. I missed this. It feels like the universe is finally realigning."

And that was shady.

We started eating and joking around as the evening was just getting stated.

I felt something on my thigh, and discreetly glanced under the table. Shielding my reaction, I looked at Lucas.

He smirked and started to rub my thigh.

Not wanting to make a big scene, I quickly pushed his hand away and took a bite off my plate.

Unfortunately for me, Lucas doesn't always give up easily.

His touch sent chills through my body, and I loved it. I didn't actually want him to move his hand, and he could tell by the way my I tensed up.

We were having an open conversation at the table about the upcoming Finals, and I can feel Lucas easing his hand up my dress.

What am I supposed to do about this?

"I'm gonna need one of you geniuses to help me study for my chem exam." I gestured to Farkle and Isadora. "I'm confident in my evident failure."

Farkle had his arm around his girlfriend and chuckled. "Why don't you ask your lab partner?"

I faked a smile and faced Lucas who was smirking. "I've been helping you all semester," That's when he slid a finger inside me. "I'd be happy to give you another hand." And that's when he proceeded to finger me.

My lips parted, but I held in my squeal. "Yeah. That would be great."

This is seriously happening right now.  I ate my food as I struggled not to moan as Lucas pumped his fingers into my vagina.

I'm both embarrassed, and excited.
This is so wrong. Riley is right there and I'm two seats down, being fingered by her boyfriend.

Pushing Lucas's hand away, I excused myself from the table and went to the upstairs bathroom.

Pacing back and forth, I tried to process what happened downstairs, and why didn't I make more of an effort to stop it.

Lucas is my best friend's boyfriend. Just because I've slept with him multiple times in the past does not mean I can just betray her trust.

I thought we had a clear understanding. Why won't he just behave himself. He's with Riley.

The door opened, and Lucas smirked at me. Does he even feel bad about what he just did?

He shut the door behind him and wrapped his arms around my waist. "You got so wet downstairs."

I glared at him, "why would you do that? Especially with Riley right next to you."

He looked at me and I kinda got lost in his green eyes. "I told you that I want you, Maya."

"I know, but you're with Riley. And what you did down there was really low. Even for you."

Lucas slid his hands under my dress and squeezed my bare ass. "If you cared so much about my relationship status, then why aren't you stopping me?"

We stared into each other's eyes and I stayed silent. I have no idea why I'm not stopping him.

His hand crept it's why to the front, and once again, he slid his fingers inside of me.

I let out a small moan and Lucas crashed his lips into mine.

His touch blurs the lines, and causes me to just go insane.

Lucas lifted me onto the counter, and kissed my neck while he played with my clit.

Why does something so wrong feel so right?

-

I dusted myself off and fixed my hair. Staring at myself in the mirror, I sighed. "I can't believe we just did that."

Lucas wrapped his arms around me and kissed my cheek. "I knew you missed me."

"W-we better go downstairs before someone gets suspicious." I turned to face him and nervously bit my lip.

He kissed me softly. "Trust me."

We went back downstairs, only about ten minutes had passed, but ten minutes is a long time when you're making out with your best friend's boyfriend in her own home.

Lucas went straight to Riley and kissed her like nothing happened.

"Is everything okay? You were upstairs for quite some time." Riley asked, hopeful that her worst fear wasn't coming true.

I smiled and pushed my hair behind my ear. "I was on the phone with my mom, reminded me not to stay out too late. She says hi."

Not surprising, Riley bought that bullshit and went back to wrapping up the food.

Me and Lucas stared at each other. We knew we could never tell Riley what we did. And I think we both knew it wouldn't be the last time.

-

"We need to talk about this."

Lucas was focused on the road. He insisted on driving me since it's so late. "I do like Riley."

I sighed, "Then why are you doing this to her? I know that you don't have commitment issues."

"It's because I care about you. And I know that I'll never have that same relationship with her."

Shaking my head in disbelief, I scoffed, "You're not even trying. And what we have between us is messy."

"I like messy when it's with you." He pulled into his driveway and looked at me with his green eyes. "I live for our complicated relationship. It makes me feel something."

"We already hurt her once. Do you really want to put her through it again?"

Leaning over the console, Lucas kissed me. But this was different.  It wasn't lustful. It was filled with passion.

I lace my fingers together behind his neck as we made out. With each other for the second time tonight.

Why is everything always so complicated with us?

We slowly pulled away and looked into each other's eyes.

"Sneaking around can be pretty hot, don't you think?"

A/N: three chapters in one week? I'm on fire.