Dear Diary...
I can't believe what happened. I can't believe I did that. I'm such an idiot! Why didn't I just let him leave the darn room?! Yeri, why did you have to do this?!
It's unbelievable, and I admit, it was stupid for me to go and just do that so suddenly. But, I'm kind of happy it happened to a certain extent. I only meant to give him a quick peck on the cheek as a thank you for the gift. Ugh, I can't stop thinking about it now. Is it going to ruin our friendship? Is all of this going to come back and haunt me?
Other than freaking out, I think I did pretty well with the interview today. I was proud with myself. I talked about Jonghyun without having an out break in front of the camera. Sadly, Seulgi did, and I feel really bad. Before I started writing this down, I went into her bedroom just to check up on her. She looked at me and her face was all red. I couldn't help it, I teared up a little seeing how bad she was hurting. I hugged her tightly and we both shed some tears before she fell asleep on me. Haha.. even though she cried, I'm glad she doesn't think of me for doing that on purpose. I hope everything gets better. I honestly want 2018 to be a better year. It was such a wreck for K-pop in general. Will that happen? Hmm.. I hope so.

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Dear Diary...
Fiksi PenggemarA young girl venturing into the world of an idol, changing her life forever. The inside details of everyday life from the maknae of Red Velvet, Kim Yerim. **This story is sequenced in order. Each diary entry goes along with the chapter that is befor...