Dear Diary...

Peek a Boo's First Win

< Yeri POV >

"Yeri, you can't do this to yourself. People love you and they will be devistated to see how you go. Don't do this." Jungkook gently grabs my hands, remaining with the eye contact. "I'm begging you."

I start to see tears form in his eyes. I'm lost at words. I want to speak, but I can't get anything to come out. What's wrong with me? Why can't I speak?!

"Please say someth-" His words were interrupted when I grab him into a tight hug. Wrapping my arms tightly around his neck, I feel the return of a hug by him wrapping his arms around my waist. If I can't speak, I'm going to show him with action. I look at him and he looks back down at me. His eyes alone are making my heart race. That doesn't go along with how close we are and how he's holding me, making my heart race even faster.

"Yeri-" I can feel his heart racing too. We keep our eyes locked as his head leans in closer to mine. I close my eyes, getting ready for what's about to happy. I can feel his warmth, his breath on my lips. Just at that moment..

♫ Pee-Peek-A-Peek-A-Boo ♫

I sit up straight, looking around the room with my eyes open. It was just a dream. I wipe my face, turn off my alarm and look at the time. 9.. why am I up this early? I get out of bed and see that Joy isn't in her bed. I walk out into the living room and find no one in the living room either. "Is anyone home?" Nothing. I walk into the other bedrooms, no one is there. "Hmm, wonder where everyone is at." I go back out and into the kitchen. All I see is a note on the kitchen table. "Dear Yeri-ah, the four of us all have plans before our Music Bank performance. Please go out and get something to eat or have a little walk in the town. Please be back at the dorm by 1. Love, Wendy." Next to the spot where the note was laid 10750 won. "Wow, Wendy trusts me with this?" I pick it up and shrug. Well, I guess it would be fun to go out into the town for a little. I smile to myself and run back into the bedroom.

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Wearing jeans and a sweatshirt, I walk out back to the kitchen and grab the money. Putting the money in my pocket along with my phone, I head out with the house keys, sunglasses and a mask in my hand. Taking my phone out of my pocket, I text someone.

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"Are you busy/sleeping right now? I don't have schedules until : Me

later so I though we could hang out for a bit and go shopping?"

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I put my mask over my face and put my sunglasses on. A few seconds later, I get a text back.

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*** : "Sounds like fun! I'll meet you in the practice room."

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"Sweet!" I smile, even though it is hidden under the mask and walk down to the practice room. Once I get there, I open the door to find they are already there. "That was quick. Don't you live far away?"

The male shakes his head and eye smiles. He has such a cute eye smile. I'm happy that I have him as a friend. "I know where to go where there won't be people going off everywhere."

I nod and keep the door open. "Where are we going first Bling?"

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To be honest, I've been a Shawol even before I became a trainee here in SM. Jonghyun was actually the warmest person and the first to open up so I can be calm. He helped me train, he helped me through so much, I'm glad I've been able to meet him. I'm just glad that me being a fan of him didn't cause any tensions between us.