Dear Diary...

December 31st, 2017

Dear Diary...

     The last day of 2017. Wow, I can't believe how far the world is going and excellerating. It's amazing how far you can go to achieve your dreams at the same time of being part of a whole new revolution. Thanks to the internet, the K-pop world is spreading like wildfire. We have fans all over the world. There might not be that many, but I know there are fans everywhere. Thanks to BTS, the K-pop world is being more introduced to America. Well, we have fans there, but most of the industry didn't know all this existed until they became an icon. Now, BTS is the most famous all over the world. But, I can't thank anyone enough. Thanking my parents continuously for believing in me and helping me to follow my dreams. Thanking my friends for dealing with all this idol life, not being able to hang out as much as we used to anymore. Thanking my members of Red Velvet, and yes, I might have joined them late, but they are helping me to get through some things that I never even considered. But, even though I haven't met all of them, I want to thank my fans as well. Without any of them, I wouldn't have been able to flourish in the life of an idol. I've gotten so much better at my singing and dancing. I've gotten better with being on camera. I've gotten better at being an idol, and that's mostly because of the people who supported me, cheered me on, and kept me with them during the tough times. Oh gosh, this is turning into a sob story and I'm the only one who's going to end up reading it anyway. Haha.. well.. anyway, I really hope 2018 is going to be a better year for us. Who knows, we might have great comebacks, amazing awards we win, and new friends we meet in the future. I'm excited for what comes our way.

     Now, with the Jungkook situation, I really don't know what to do. I might be banned from promotions, I might get kicked out of the group, or worse, scandals after scandals. I don't want that to happen. BTS is doing such a great job with their work and reaching to the top, I can't put that on the line for these stupid feelings.. even if it might have been more than a crush..

Hello! Admin here!

As you can see, I wrote this in 2018, so Happy New Year to all of the readers. I hope you had a great time with your families/friends or going to parties. I hope all of your holidays were great. I hope you all have a great year, and good luck to the best of you!

Also, I wanted to thank everyone for actually taking the time to read this (and maybe my other stories as well). The reads and votes are really appreciated. I know I am not that good of a writer compared to others on this site, but writing does make me feel good. And, knowing you are enjoying my stories and staying around for more, I can't thank you enough. God bless you all, and happy new year!