December 19th, 2017

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Dear Diary...

     For a while, I thought I wouldn't be able to write a lot in here because of the grieving process, but after all the support, I realize, why stop my life for one thing? Yes, he is one of my best friends. But, he's in a better place. He's not suffering, he's not hurting, and he's writing and playing all the music he wants. I'm sure the Gods are going to get tired of it at some point haha..

     Thanks to those around me, my fellow SM artists, friends, and family, I'll be able to get through this. It will take a while to get used to him not being here anymore, but once I get through with it, I'll be able to smile, laugh and not tear up every time I hear his name or his voice in any of the SHINee songs.

     All of my love and support is going to the family, close friends and SHINee members. It's going to be tough, but we are here for you. If you ever need to cry, please don't hide it. Don't hide your pain. It's not worth it. We love you guys.

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