Dear Diary...

New Year's Event

< Jungkook POV >

"Dude, come on. You have been out of it ever since that night you were with Yeri. Tell me what happened!" Jimin whines while we lay on our beds.

I stare up at the ceiling and sigh. I turn my head to face him, "You promise me you won't tell anyone?"

He puts his crossed fingers behind his back and nods, "Now tell me!"

I sigh and wave him over to my bed as I sit up. He quickly hops onto the edge of the bed as I lean into his ear. "She likes.. to eat cookies."

"Aish! You teaser!" He hits my shoulder as I laugh, falling back onto the bed. "Seriously! What happened that night? Was it that bad?"

"No, it was a good thing. Just.. shocking."

"Then why won't you tell your hyung?" He pouts, crossing his arms and shifts his body, making sure I'm able to see him.

"Because, then you will tell the other members and it will end up where you are all teasing me about it." I put my hands behind my head, resting my head down on them.

"You know I'm just going to be teasing you either way, right?"

"That's why I want to tell you, but I don't know." I sigh, looking back up at the ceiling. "I've been trying to text her ever since, she's not answering me. I want to tell her that what happened was good, but she won't answer my texts."

"Do you look desperate?" I shoot him a glare. He throws his hands up in defeat. "Hey, it was just a question." I sigh and close my eyes. "It's pretty obvious you both like each other. Why don't you just make a move already?"

"I want to, but I don't want to be seen as rushing it by you guys."

"Dude, this is your life. You live it how you want and you don't worry about anything we say."

"So I don't have to worry about this conversation? Ah, thanks hyung." I turn on my side, facing away from him, falling back asleep.

"Hey! That's not what I meant!" He shakes my body, trying to wake me back up.

***

In the dressing room, I sit on the couch, staring at my phone once again. I sigh to myself while reading over the messages I've sent. Do I really look desperate? I rest my head against the wall behind the couch as Suga comes over and sits next to me. "Hey hyung."

"You still hooked on that?" He looks at me, receiving a nod on my end. "Why are you still on it? It's been days now."

"She's not texting me back, I keep feeling like I've done something wrong." I turn my phone off, dropping it into my lap. I cover my face with my hands and sigh.

"What even did happen?"

"Can I trust you?"

"Come on, you know I'm the most trustworthy out of us all." Earning a few neglected 'Hey!' around the room, I end up leaning into his ear, telling him about everything. "No way-"

I nod and lean my head back onto the wall. "I feel like I've done something wrong or she doesn't want to talk to me anymore."

"Maybe she's afraid to." I look at him. "Maybe she's just embarrassed by what happened, she's afraid to show her face to you right now."

"What if I want to do it again?"

"Then, approach her slowly. Don't just go in, you'll scare her and she would definitely be scared to talk/see you again."

"Dude, she's not a cat."

"No, but girls like it when you go slow. If you go to fast, it's going to end up scaring her off."