(Lauren pov)
When y/n closed the door to the hotel room, I lost all control. I screamed and grabbed the closest thing to me, which happened to be a vase, and threw it to the floor as hard as I could. My chest burning from the loud scream I had let out.
Dinah had ran to me after I threw the vase, attempting to control my thrashing hands until I had given up.
"I'm so stupid, Dinah! Why? Y/n!" I yelled out desperately, trying to tear Dinah's arms off of me but she was stronger than I was. Tears ran down my face restlessly.
She pulled my head to her chest and just held me, rocking back and forth lightly as she rubbed my hair. "She can't hear you, Lauren. I'm sorry." Dinah told me softly, sounding like she wanted to cry as well.
I had made the biggest mistake by cheating on Y/n the way I did. I didn't know what I was thinking, but now I do.
I need Y/n back. I need my baby back.
I haven't been the same since she left, I followed her wishes about not texting or calling her. But it broke me in two to know that I had caused her that pain. They way her voice shook and her bottom lip quivered, i wanted to hit myself right then and there. But I was so stupid to think that someone who I had barely met, could be any better than Y/N, no one could in my eyes. She's perfect.
"Dinah?" I called out, my voice raspy from crying.
She looked up from her phone and let out a deep sigh, "What is it, Lauren? I'm a little busy." I knew she was only lying to keep her distance from me because she was still angry with me.
I almost break down into tears at her door, thinking to myself how I've messed everything up. With my friends, my parents, y/n. I don't know what to do.
Dinah let out another sigh, "Come here, mama." She motioned me towards her and once I made my way to her, she held me tightly as I cried once again.
"Dinah?"
"Hmm?"
"What should I do? I'm so lost without Y/n. I miss her, i love her."
Dinah let out another sigh, "I know you do, baby girl. But you messed up and you have to realize that being cheated on isn't an easy thing to get over. You feel used and unloved. You can't always think about how you feel. She's hurt and you have to understand that."
Her words bring tears to my eyes, "I know, I know. Why am I so dumb? Why? Why? Why!" I yell angrily, not at Dinah, but at myself.
"You learn from your mistakes, Lauren. It's life." She said simply. "You can't force her to listen to you, the only thing you can do is wish for the best."
"You're right." I got up from my position of being in Dinah's arms and began to fix my hair, putting it into a ponytail and grabbing some decent clothes before grabbing my keys from the table and and walking out the door.
(Y/N's POV)
I wiped away at my stained cheeks and continued to watch The Notebook play on the flat TV screen across from me.
