The Dead Killer

Chapter Eighteen ~Jimmy's POV~

I need to kill. I don't care who it is. People need to die. Sophia needs to know that all these people died because of her; because of the fact that she gave up on us. Lots of citizens must die.
I put on my dark hoodie and grab my knife. Then I head out.
Its night time, I'd say about 9:30. But its been a while since I've looked at a clock.
I'm just walking around the town at night when I see the perfect suspect.
He's an older man by the looks of it.
This will be easy.
I approach the man and he never once turned to look at me.
Maybe he didn't even hear me.
So I check my surroundings only to see there is nobody here on this sidewalk, and it is only me and this man.
This will be too easy.
He won't even be facing me. That's unfortunate. Then there is no kill guarantee.
I am wearing a large enough hood though that it will cover most of my face.
Securing my hood, I ready my knife and go in for the kill. I will make it a hit and run.
Yes, I'll run. I'll run and I'll run until I can't anymore; but then I'll come back.
So I can kill more people.
I approach the man and stab him.
Its strange, how sometimes when you stab someone the knife slides right into them as if they were butter.
That makes the kill even easier; almost too easy. Shrugging it off, I go home.
When I return home I clean my knife. We can't have any evidence now can we? That's why I used a knife. It isn't as easy to trace as opposed to guns. You could literally test the bullet to see what kind of gun it is. Also on the bullet you would find my fingerprints. You had to touch the bullet to load the gun.
So that, my friends, is why I used a knife. Why I plan on always using a knife. Why I used a knife on Barry.
That was my favorite kill. It hurt Sophia in such a way that I felt pleasure. She had caused me pain so therefore it is only fair to return the favor, right?
Of course that's right. It seems like a good enough logic.
You see; I love Sophia. Yes, even after all she has done to me.
So yes, I will kill for her. I will always kill for her. I will continue to kill for her until she realizes that I am the one she is supposed to be with. She belongs with me. She doesn't belong with Barry, or anyone else. You see, I do things with reason. Everything I do has a purpose. Sophia might not realize this therefore in effect she thinks I am a psychopath. But I, in fact, am not a psychopath. I am merely a man that would do anything for love. Yes, even kill. I may find a slight pleasure in killing, but that should be overlooked. Instead, try to focus on my purpose. That's the heart of it all.
So I do hope, deep inside my heart, that Sophia realizes all this.
I hope she realizes that I am not a horrible man. I do know that I need Sophia in my life. I need her like I need oxygen. She doesn't know it yet.
But I need her. I just feel like she doesn't need me.
How is that supposed to work? How do you deal with needing someone that doesn't need you? How do you live? How do you act as if everything is okay when in reality, you are far from it. Its all because of that one person. They are your world but to them you are just another person. You're nothing special. Its even harder when they hate you.

A/N: So to me this chapter was really emotional like I was starting to feel bad for Jimmy. I mean, look at him. He's broken, and he's finally accepting it. It was really hard for me to say that Jimmy had good intentions though, because honestly he is a complete douche bag, but hey. I made his character. I really tried to make this chapter a good length but I think I sort of failed at that. I'll try to make next chapter better. I can't believe this is the 19th part of my story.. I have so many parts planned!! Its honestly going to be amazing. Keep reading. And breathing. :) I'm planning this story as we speak, and I'm just going to warn you all that I'm planning on this story to be rather long. I feel like all my stories are sort of short, but I'm really working with this story.. Maybe it can beat 15 gifts as my most loved story on my profile? Good goal. Anyway thanks for reading.
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