Reddie spaghetti fanfic [COMPLETE]

Forgiven, not trusted Part 29

RICHIE POV

"It honestly was a normal day in my life... I waited at school for you till the bell rang, that's when I assumed you were already inside" I look up at Eddie not surprised to see tears glistening down his perfect adorable face. He stared back with such strong intensity that I had to force myself to look away.
"I honestly didn't know what was coming..." I saw from the corner of my eye that he had rolled his eyes, not believing me. "Sure you weren't there then... the only time I saw you was after school... you didn't even tell me you were... not going to be there" I played with the loose part of my shirt and I leaned my head back against the wall and closed my eyes.
"I don't know what she did to me at lunch, but something about this strange girl lured me in... to deep to Handel..." now I looked at him, his face pure hate... the core of his soul seemed to regret any decision of loving me. A sharp pain shot through my chest at the thought of that, but I tried to keep my voice even. "I honestly don't remember much except the fact that I wish you hadn't seen what you did..." I hesitated, hoping for a change in mood. Though I should have know it wouldn't change. "You wish I hadn't seen what you did? WHAT SO YOU COULD GET AWAY WITH IT" his eyebrows burrowed face in total rage. Even then I couldn't be scared, I couldn't be mad... I just felt pure regret. "Eddie-" "no Richie... just stop... if your going to only be telling me that shit then I don't want to hear it" he wiped away I assumed fresh tears and at that moment... he gestured to the door and I felt my heart get ripped out. "Eddie after all this your going to throw it out because of some girl?" I said in a begging kind of form. "I didn't know that you liked to go around and kiss girls... because if she's some girl... and I just some boy?" "Eddie it isn't like that" I abruptly stood up grabbing his wrist. He resisted against me and I released, and frowned apologetically. "Eddie... I told you I made a mistake" he was rubbing his wrist. "A mistake this bad though..." he began to stand up and get off his bed so I backed up a little bit.
"A mistake where you told some other girl that you barley knew that you loved her..." he pinched his nose with his forefinger and thumb, trying to understand. "A mistake where you left me hanging and when I ran off after I saw this you didn't follow... you didn't run after me you just left me there..." I began to tear up as well. "Eddie" I tried to speak but I was almost inaudible. Voice so quiet i couldn't even hear myself. Eddie looked up at me and realized I was crying. "Eddie I'm so sorry... please forgive me... I don't know if words can describe how sorry I am. How stupid and ignorant I feel" I randomly flung myself over to him graving his wrists and resisting when he tried to pull away. "Eddie I love you more than life it's self..." I pulled his arms around my back so his head pushed against my chest. "Eddie... you are my life" after I let go of his wrists I brought my own arms to wrap around him. And he stayed... we stayed... not for a minute but for several hours, him silently sobbing, soaking my shirt. Me resting my chin on his head and squeezing him tightly. "Your forgiven... but not trusted" he said in a whisper. "Can I build my trust back?" I rushed immediately after he finished his sentence. "With time" He responded quietly again, and with that I kissed the top of his head

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