Reddie spaghetti fanfic [COMPLETE]

Down at quarry shores pt.2 part32

Eddie POV

"So I can have another chance?" He questioned me, with a glance of hope as I kick at the rocks below me. I let out a sigh of disapproval, and worry. "Richie..." I say calmly... "Richie you hurt me far to many times" he stood up walking over to me, all the while saying, "and you don't thing up hurt me?!" He grabbed my arm and harshly drew up the sleeve, revealing countless cuts and scars. "RICHIE YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME!" I turned away leaving my sleeve where it was, "THEN YOU GO AND CHEAT ON ME" I could feel the anger infest me. I wanted to break something so badly. I scrambled threw my fanny pack and took a puff of my inhaler.
"Eds spagheds... I'm sorry Okay" "no..." I shook my head, "no sorry doesn't take it anymore... I'm done with you and all this fucking drama..." that's when I try to walk away but his hand latches onto my wrist holding me still. He was powerful. He viciously pulls me towards him, and motions for me to stay, I rolled my eyes dramatically, but stayed. "You see this" he takes off his shirt and revels countless cuts and burns and bruise marks. "R-Richie" I managed to spit out, gasping. "And what about these?!" He shows me his empty wrists, filled with maybe millions of scars, his whole arm covered in them. Top and bottom... "Richie what the fu-" "can forget about this!" He shows me a giant scar which I assume a bottle of some sort gashed him... deeply. "I made it this far FOR YOU Eddie... you can't just leave me when I need you" he collapsed onto his knees, and that's when I realized two things...
1)He was crying
And
2) I was being selfish
"Richie im..." I stopped talking, running over to him and dropping down next to him. "IM BEING SELFISH! IM SO GODDAMN SORRY!" I banged my head against my hands violently, ignoring his arms that tried to hold me back. "Richie without our you I'd be lifeless... I need you Richie I want you to stay with me forever" I say promisingly. Richie weakly, and in defeat turned towards me and gave me a tight hug, we stayed like that for awhile before I broke it off and gave a slight peck on the lips.
"I Love you Richie" I say calmly, "but you have to make a promise" I say shyly, and he perks up. "What promise?" He asked wiping away a fresh tear.
"And pretty big and deep promise"
He looked at me nervously before nodding for me to continue...
"A promise to kill
Your
Dad"