-Nico's PoV-
I gulp slightly "My...what?" I say wide eyes "Your crush you doofus" Travis laughs and i glare at him "Don't call me a doofus and i'm not telling you my crush" I growl. "Hey! you joined the game you have to confess" Percy points out poking my shoulder making me clench my teeth "NO. Please?" I mutter and turn my head to look at Jason with a pleading look, thankfully Jason get's what i mean.
"Guys c'mon. Nico is the coldest guy in camp, he can't just confess his crush" Jason says shrugging "YEah but-" Travis points out "NO okay? Ask him a different Truth" Jason says with a grin because he knows Travis wouldn't DARE argue with him.
"Fine" Travis growls then looks at me or more like, GLARES at me. but glares don't really effect me now so i just glare back as best as i can and Travis figets uncomfortably under my glare "Okay Nico. MFK" Travis says and the whole Circle bursts out laughing.
"MFK?" I ask looking confused and puzzled "Jeez Nico your slow. catch up on the buzz dude. MFK means Marry, Fuck and Kill" Connor says with a sly grin and i gulp. "No, no,no" I say quickly "NO. you wanted another Truth you got it" Travis says "MFK: Percy. Jason. Leo" Travis smirks placing his chin in his hands with a smug smile.
No...NO NO NO ABSALOUTLY NO!!!
I cannot do this! i can't! just...NO please!
I sigh and look down at my hands "M Percy, F Jason and K Leo" I snarl and the circle bursts into claps and whoops and wolf whistles. I lower my head in my hands to cover my face as it turns red. "Shut up okay? you guys forced him into it" Jason's voice says over the noise.
And i snap my head up and shoot him a secret grateful look and Jason returns it with a smile. I can still tell my face is red however "Yeah, plus it's not like he's gay and he has a crush on me and Jason" Percy points out in a protective brother like way that just kills me inside.
'it's not like he's gay and he has a crush on me and Jason' Percy's words echoed in my mind and i felt a stap of pain in my chest, HOW can he not see i like him? i mean sure i'm all cold and stuff and i barely talk but....but how doesn't he know?
I looked down at my hands so they couldn't see the hurt expression on my face. i know Jason has a worried and pained look too. "Nico-" Jason begins to say "I'm Fine" I snap.
"Aww!! Does Nico REALLY have a crush on Jason and Percy?" A voice says and i stiffen.
"Yeah he probably does!!! look his face is red!"
"Yeah!!! hahaha he's gay! i'd NEVER see that coming!"
I growled and my hands pressed to the sides of my head "Nico.... your not gay are you? You don't...like me right?" Percy's voice says beside me. "Per-" Jason begins to say again but i jolt my head up.
"Of course i don't like you percy!!! I'm not gay like you said!!! and if i am your just going to think i'm weird and crazy aren't you?! Because the only person who'll like you is Annabeth right?! She's you're 'one and only' I don't even know why i'm STILL here!!!" I yelled at him angrily and it seemed like the shadows seemed to grow as i got angry.
"Nobody WANTED you here. Faggot" An Ares kid shot at me and that was the last straw.
"Tyler!" JAson and Percy yelled but i ran to the door, threw it open and ran out. tears slowly filled my eyes.
And i ran to my cabin, threw the door open and kneeled on the grount shaking with anger, pain and regret "Why?!" I scream into my hands "Father.... i'm hurting and i don't know what to do" I cry out and a tall shadow figure of a man shows "Nico. your not actually gay are you? my SON is NOT gay right?!" Hades growls and i shake and whimper "Father..." I say softly looking down "I'll be the laughing stock of greece!!! you are a disgrace! i wish you died instead of your sister" Hades growls and vanishes which leaves me on the ground, shaking and tears running down my face.
I'm a discrace....
Finally i can't take it anymore and i smash my fist into the floor and start up on one of my favorite songs.
Father, father, tell me where have you been?
Its been hell not having you here
I've been missing you so bad
And you don't seem to care
When I go to sleep at night, you're not there
When I go to sleep at night, do you care?
Do you even miss us?
Your bottle's your mistress
I need to know, I need to know
Why are you walking away?
Was it something I did?
Did I make a mistake cause
I'm trying to deal with the pain
I don't understand this, is this how it is?
I will try to understand
Father, father, tell me where are you now?
Its been hell not having you
Last thing I heard, you were fed up, you're skipping town
With no note telling where
When I go to sleep at night, you're not there
When I go to sleep at night, do you care?
I need to know, I need to know
'Your a discrace!' 'Your not gay are you?' 'Nobody WANTS you here faggot!!' These words swirled in my head.
I made a fist and screamed in anger.
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Spent seven years wishing that you'd drop the line
But I carry the thought along with you in my mind
But is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Family!
After shouting the last part i stood up and wiped my tears away "I'm a discrace... i shouldn't even be alive anymore.." I muttr curling my fist.
"Wow....Nico" A voice says behind me. i turn around quickly, shocked and panicked someone had actually heard me sing and...and cry.
There stood Percy and Jason.
