Breakable Deal | TayK

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»The world is changed by your example, not by your opinion«

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||Monday||
Royalty|TyTy👑
I looked my self in the mirror , still deciding if I should put make up or not.

After I didn't my morning hygiene, that's what I've being deciding..

The time ticked and I still didn't make a move. I didn't know what I wanted this morning.

No make up. No nothing. I'm gonna show my scars today. I'm gone do this. Im no longer gone hide. Fuck that shit.

Some of y'all wake up on monday morning, and complain bout the week. Monday is a great day fo me. Ion get to stay home and be with a devil. Another 5 days, of school. Well Praise God.

I placed my phone into my bag and walked out the room. Slowly walking down my silent hallway, finding my self by the stairs. No sound,no voices came from downstairs. Which wasn't a surprise, I grabbed wateva I saw on the table. A banana, and left.

It was chilli, so damn chilli. I was out the door and I couldn't be bothered turning around to step into the house.

"Nope. I'll manage." I spoke to my self before walking away.

We only have two month of school left. What's the point of them two guys coming.

It was too cold. 

Oh well I'll cope. I looked at my banana and I had totally lost my appetite. But. Well. The hood has quietened down abit.

Nothing has happened for this whole week. But I know it's not far. It's not the first time these niggas had given it a rest.

You know? I've always wanted to ask one of the guys, since it feels great to kill somebody. How would they feel if they're the ones been killed.

Fr tho.

Everyone has their own self protection. A gun...what is a gun even. I hate that shit. I hate seeing anyone use it. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it! I'm afraid. Of course I'm afraid. One bullet and you down.

My dad. He was down. By one bullet.

There's only one person I've ever felt so close to that, treats me like his own sister. Malcolm.

But I'm just afraid. You know. To tell him about my issues. He cares for me. But I don't want him to take the wrong action. Ion tell everybody my shit cause...

not err'body is a ear to hear.

"Babbbyyyy girrrllllll."

My thoughts were distracted once Jordan jumped onto me and I groaned in pain.

"Oh oh." She quickly got off of me. "Da fuck happened."

"Yhu kno' wah' happened, same old thang," I said trynna stand back straight.

"Da fuck," Immy said lifting my face up.