DAMAGED (Ethan Dolan)

I do pay attention part 3

Dirty, sorry, enjoy
Ethan's POV

     Dimming the light's as Haley stands feet away from me pissed, the light's turn to a gold color, but it's still dark in here.

H- What are you doing

E- finally getting to do what I've never finished

H- What are you gonna do

E- I'm gonna grind on you and pleasure in other ways

H- Why not have sex

E- because I wanna do that in a special place so when you go there you'll feel my touch, taste my lips.

    Our bodies 1 inch apart, Haley looks up at me and I look down at her, she's not that much shorter then me tho.

    I connect my lips to hers......

Grayson Dolan

E- Gray... GRAYSON

G- huh, what happened

E- you zoned out

     Did I really just imagine that.....EWWWWW

G- Imma go now, I walk out the bathroom after I gave Ethan the candles.

H- Hey Gray are you ok

G- Yea just a little tired that's all, well I'm gonna go to bed see ya

H- Ok see ya

     Weird, Gray walks out the door not stopping to even look back, maybe he's not feeling well.

E- Come in

      I jump then turn my head to see a turtle boy's head sticking out the bathroom door.

H- Turtle Boy

E- What

H- You look like a turtle with your head sticking out like that

    Ethan smile at me, I smile a little while imagining Turtle Boy crawling around on the floor.

He he he he he he

      I enter the bathroom, candles lit, bath filled, lights dimmed, and the whole package. Ethan pulls his shirt off as I take mine off as well then my bottoms as Ethan does the same as me.

          We both enter the bath in our bathing suits, I LOVE hot baths, when the water feels so nice on your skin.

H- hot baths are the best

E- i think the correct term would be very warm

H- shut the fuck up Dolan

E- Rude

H- booo-a-whooo

             Ethan grabs his phone and plays Linkin Park- What I've done, YASSSSSS. I start lip singing the lyrics and tapping my finger along with the rhythm.

E- Enjoying yourself

          Instead of speaking I just nod in response, he smiles at me, that smile that melts thousands of girl, but I get to see it up close everyday. Our legs tangled but I like it, his body heat making our touch warmer.

20 minutes later

   As I stand in our bedroom alone I look at the all scars on my wrist, remensing the memories of how they happned and why I did them. How I did them.

      I get changed into my night clothes which is basically shorts and a thin coat, weird i know but I think it's comforting.

E-You ok

     Ethan shouts on the other side of the door, I open the door and look up at him.

H- yes

E- You hair is nice in a ponytail

H- thanks

     Yea I put my hair up in a ponytail because I am trying not to get cold or start sweating.

The next day

C-Are you guys ready yet

H- I am, Ethan's looking for his flip flops

E- FOUND THEM!

G- Hurry bro

     Ethan runs out the door into the car as we follow, he hops in the front passenger side.

E- You guys are slow hurry up

C- Ethan you have no room to talk, we were the one's waiting for you stupid clown ass.

    Gray began to laugh his ass off which caused me to laugh.

G- She-she said clow-clow-CLOWN ASS AHHH

     We all sit in the car, Grayson in the drivers seat, Cameron behind him, then behind Ethan. I put my hands in his hair and start messing it up until we reach out destination.

      The car comes to a stop, I'm the first one out the car after grabbing my stuff. I wait for the rest of them then we walk into the woods one the trail.

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    We reach the end of the trail that leads to a cave with water, I think it's beautiful.

G- Photo shoot?

E- Photo shoot

     Ethan smiles and nodds in response, Cameron walks in the water admiring how clear it is.

H- I guess I'll take the pictures

    I grab the camera and take pictures of the twins and Cameron with them and by herself.

E- You and me

    Ethan says grabing my hand taking the camera away from me and handing it to Cameron. Ethan lifts me up my legs wrapped around him, Cameron got close up pictures of us almost kissing. Kissing and just being silly, then we got some with Gray then her, then a group picture.

As the day went on it became more and more fun, we swam in the water, Ethan put me on his shoulders and walked around with me on him. He made me smile, the smile I now don't hate as much, because I've been seeing it so much.

What if he if my life support, maybe he's the one keeping me here after all.