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[Seven: It Was Great Knowing You]

"Best way to not be hurt is by turning of your emotions."

Chapter 7

The week had passed and Jake and I hadn't hung out. I used this time to talk with Edward and patrol with the pack but there had not be a sign of Victoria. The pack had the new additions of Embry and Quil, both being Jake's friend.

I decided that today I was going to surprise Jake with some desert since he told me that he loved the giant cookies that I make. I changed into a black dress, boots, a red leather jacket and a scarf so I could cover up my scar on my neck.

Once outside I decided to drive my new mustang, I hadn't drove it since the day I bought it.

I sped to the reservation and parked outside of his house.

When I got out of my car I heard some laughing coming from Jakes garage.

My heart sunk as I neared and opened the door to find Jake and Bella laughing as he finished the to put the wheel on the bike.

They stopped as the notice that I had entered.

"Hey Jake I made cookies and I just brought them to see if you wanted any." I told them as I held the plate out. I masked my emotions as I walked closer.

"Oh thanks." Bella said as she moved to grab one.

"You didn't have to, but thanks." Jake said as he cleaned his hands and got one.

"You didn't call so I assumed you were busy. The bikes look nice." After I said this I saw his features seem upset. That's when I did something I haven't in a long time. I looked into his mind and saw all of his time with Bella and his romantic thoughts about her. I saw that he still was in love with me but believed we moved too fast. When I left his mind I was upset but more than anything I was mad.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when Jake spoke.

"Marie about that can I talk to you outside." Jake motioned to the door.

I knew what was going to happen and I began to build the wall around my heart again.

I followed him outside, but before I set down my plate of cookies and saw that Bella had a smirk on her face.

I didn't let my emotions show as I looked up into his eyes.

"Marie I don't know how to say this." Jake starts to say, but he looks away from me.

"I love you, but we moved too fast and I think we should break up." He finally looked back at me.

"Okay that's fine." I replied with sas. I didn't have to ask why he wanted to break up. I wanted to know if he ever really loved me or just loved the idea of love. I wanted to know why he would throw away almost a year together for someone who pushed him away.

Jake looked at me surprised as he didn't expect me to be so cold.

"We can still be friends. Come with Bella and I to go ride the bikes tomorrow." He tried to say in a nice tone.

"Sure we can still be friends, but I can't go ride the bikes. I have friends I'm going to see." I mask my feelings as the wall encircled my heart making this breakup not hurt.