Tom Holland imagines

Peter Parker; you are loved

Okay, so before I get into this I just wanna talk about this whole Logan Paul dilemma. He shouldn't have uploaded that video, he shouldn't have filmed that poor man, he shouldn't have even gone into that god damn forest. The name should really give away what you could most likely, possibly find in there. Please guys, if you are suffering with any form of mental illness, text me, text your mother, your father, your brother, your sister. Please get some help, life is amazing and it's the most precious thing ever. Suicide, is not a joke and should not be brushed off like Logan and his friends brushed it off.
*WARNING: CONTAINS TALK OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE ETC. CONTAINS THE (almost) ACT OF SUICIDE*

I leaned back in my chair as I look at the little envelope on my desk. "This is it..." I whisper to myself. I stand up out of my chair, zipping up my hoodie. Sneaking out of my apartment and running down the hall, I feel my pulse quickening. I run around the corner only to crash into a tall, strong figure. "Pe-peter, hey!" I stuttered. "Hey y/n, where you going?" He asked. "Nowhere, I mean... just for a walk" I lied. "Oh... well, do you want me to come wi-" he began "no! No, it's okay, really" I chuckled nervously. "Y/n, are you alright?" He asks "um yeah, I'm great, are you?" I reply trying to sound casual. "Yeah... I guess I'll see you tomorrow?" He smiles. "Yeah... see you tomorrow" I frowned walking around him and fast walking down the hall. Peter was my best friend, I hated lying to him. But ever since he got the Stark internship he just hasn't been himself, I needed him and he wasn't there for me.

My heart beats furiously against my rib cage as I look over the edge of the Hell Gate bridge. My palms were sweaty, my head spinning but I wanted to do it so bad. End this horrible life. A life of abuse, a life a worthlessness. I felt I was already dead. "Mam please don't!" I hear someone shout. I turn around and look, there was a women and her daughter both hands out towards me. I turn back around quickly. "I... I have to, there's nothing left for me anymore" I begin to cry. "No, no you don't please" the woman pleads. By now there were four people surrounding me, telling me not to jump, but I didn't listen. I moved my foot forward and let my body fall, only to be hit by a force coming from my right. I open my eyes to see myself swinging above all the people. Thats when I see the red arm holding me up. Shit, I think. When I feel my feet hit the ground I drop down to my knees. "What where you thinking?! You could have died y/n!" The boy shouts. You look up at the masked person, recognising the fear in his voice. "Peter?" I whisper. He kneels down in front of me and hugs me long and hard. I didn't want to let go of him. I didn't car about the fact that he was Spiderman. I didn't care that there were people surrounding us, I just wanted to be with Peter. "I'm so sorry..." I whisper. "No, don't be, I should have known, god you scared me" he sniffs. "But please, if you ever feel like that again, tell me, because no matter what you feel, you are loved" he assures me. "Because I love you, and I can't imagine a world with out my y/n in it" he says hugging me tighter. "I don't want to die, I know that now, thank you so much Pete" I cry "I love you so much, so much y/n" he says, again.
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And he's right, you are loved, you are needed, you're not a mistake you're not a failure you're not a disappointment you are AMAZING and so many people love you, heck, I love you. So you will get through this rough patch, I know I did. Yeah I still feel lonely and sad sometimes, but that just shows I'm a human being, right? Please, suicide is not the answer. Logan Paul did something that is unforgivable, and just encase any of you Logangers want to hate on me, before you do, think, if that was someone you knew, how would you feel. But really idm people sharing there opinions as long as they aren't racist, sexist, homophobic, anything that could make someone want to do this.
Goodbye for now guys, I love you all xx