[COMPLETED] the first ; 첫 (SVT Vernon X Reader)

22: I can't forgive her.

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"Potato-ya, I'm really asking this time, will you marry me?"
Shit.
WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING-
You shut your eyes closed and took deep, steadying breaths. You felt him reach for one of your hands, squeezing it firmly, as if telling you, I'm here. I'll patiently wait for you. Take your time.
Sort out your thoughts, Y/N-ah. Come on, you can do this.
You took one last deep breath before opening your eyes. He was still kneeling, the ambience still feels more peaceful than you ever were. "How... how long was I out?"
"Seven minutes. I didn't just give you a panic attack, did I?" Hansol worriedly asked you.
"A- ani- no, no you didn't. And please do stand up. You.. aish." You either stammer or blabber so you took a deep breath again.
You ran out of words. Your mind is a blank canvas.
There must have been a reason why he's doing this. Not that "I like you" thing because duh, you're just a potato.
How can the embodiment of perfection even come close to liking you?
It ain't possible at all.

Because you were worried about his knees, you tried to think up real fast of reasons, and came up with the most plausible one, despite its dramatic feel. It could only be because of that.
You gave Vernon a sweet smile, and pretended as if you were the luckiest woman in the world. You are. It's not everyday that Hansol Choi proposes to someone like this.
"Yes," you breathlessly answered him.
"JINJJA?" You saw how his eyes lit up, with so much pure happiness in him. Wow. He is such a good actor. Daebak.
You nodded at him, and called for tears to run down your face. Fuck it, you're a great actress, too.
You immediately grabbed him for a hug, which he obliged to, gratefully. You hugged him hard enough to stand on your toes, reaching his ear and whispered things at him.
"You fucker, don't fucking tell me not to cuss-" you said through gritted teeth, still smiling and crying at the same time. "Why didn't you just fucking tell everything to me? I would have fucking used everything in my power to help you, you fucking idiot. You didn't need to fucking give me fucking heart attacks, fuck you. Now, what do we have to fucking do?"
Yes. You realized that maybe Hansol's done everything because of this... Nana. Nina? Oh, Inna. Yes, it's Inna.
By the tone they were talking a while ago, you're guessing the girl's obssessed with him (who wouldn't be?), in a really fucked up way. Having realized that, you came up with the theory that you two were being watched for quite some time now, pushing Hansol to do some really weird things, i.e., proposing.
Real crazy. Did he think this act would make a crazy woman stop immediately? Idiot. Anyways, you gotta help him.
"Oh- oh, yeah. Yeah. Thanks, Gamja. Just... let's just stay like this a little longer."
Weird request, but then, he's been like this all day.

A few minutes later, you two broke the hug up, he held your hands in his, staring deeply into your eyes. This is too unnerving. You wished for the ground to swallow you now, because your knees have never felt so weak in your entire life.
You're melted.

You watched as he pulled off his ring, and slid it on your finger. "I'll give you a proper ring someday, Gamja. I wasn't prepared today, mian."
NOT PREPARED??? ALL THESE FLIRTY HANSOL YOU GOT AND STILL THAT WASN'T PREPARED???????
Okay. Seems like nothing can prepare you for prepared Hansol.
He kept up the act, holding your hand while walking, until you reached the company building. The two of you headed straight to the recording room, finding 95 line and Aerin waiting there.
Upon seeing your arrival, they immediately went to record the stuff they were supposed to record, four versions of it. You never heard any part of it, like always, since Aerin got everything literally covered. How are they so productive? Until now, you haven't found an answer for that specific question.
It was 8 in the evening when they finished, and everyone packed up. Everything's normal, except that you're technically engaged to Hansol at the moment and no one except the two of you know about it. Right?
Seungcheol and the rest went back to the dorm to rest, they still have schedules for tomorow.