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Stupid. So, so stupid.
"It's a relief that Yeodongsaeng's hair was messy as fuck, right?"
Think, Hansol, think. You couldn't be extending that stupidity right now.
I looked at Potato and saw not a single reaction on her face. Gwaenchanha, Potato?
"Yeodongsaeng," Eomma reached for her hand, "are you okay?" She pulled away. Crap.
"E-excuse me." She bowed at us and turned her back, going upstairs to her room.
No. No. "Potato." Come back. "Y/N-ah!" She isn't looking back.
How could I be so stupid and careless?! Aish, jinjja! I should've brought a facemask! Of all things, Hansol Choi!
Her safety can't be compromised. I won't know what to do if sasaengs started looking for her.
What to do?

She could be thinking of breaking up with me now. Well, who am I really? Am I worth it, at all?
I told her I'll be worth it, but it seems like I was too crappy for the job.
She's probably overthinking again. It's me who doesn't deserve you, Potato. If I wasn't me, I wouldn't have brought you into this.
Do you regret saying 'okay' now?
Why do I always manage to mess all my relationships up? Why can't I seem enough for the people I care for?
I'm never really the desirable son. I'm not approachable, Hangyeol is. People don't seem to want to talk to me.
I won't know what to tell them anyways. I'm never good with words.
But I'm good with games so I better stop these thoughts before I start craving for my chocolates again.
I pulled out my phone and...

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Oh, well. I should have expected this. I tapped View and started reading her messages.

Aish, jinjja. I'M STILL THE OLDER ONE-

Is she... is she asking me to buy Cherry Bomb for her?! I JUST GOT HER THE 20TH ANNIVERSARY BOOKSET!