[COMPLETED] the first ; 첫 (SVT Vernon X Reader)

37: Should I remember?

LMAO SORRY I POSTED AN INCOMPLETE VERSION BUT HERE THE REAL ONE GOES.
This is still Hansol's POV.

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"Can I get their signatures?"
This is not how it should have been.
"Y-Y/N-ah..." Jeonghan-hyung spoke. Your eyes went wild, and a hand went up to cover your mouth. You slowly looked at Aerin-eomma.
"Eo-eonni... J-Jeonghan spoke to me... YOON JEONGHAN KNOWS MY NAME IS THIS EVEN REAL- Y-You're Choi Seungcheol... and Yoon Jeonghan... Hong Jisoo, Moon Junhui.. Kwon Soonyoung- Jeon Wonwoo.. LEE JIHOON- You're LEE SEOKMIN- XU MINGHAO- KIM MINGYU!! OH MY GOSH- LEE CHAN... BOO SEUNGKWAN- Oh my- That's my bias. Eonni. This is Hansol Vernon Choi. It really is him. Am I alive? Am I sure I'm here? Am I who I really am?"
This isn't my Potato. This isn't our yeodongsaeng, not the unbooked assistant to the recording engineer of SEVENTEEN. This isn't my girlfriend.
This... This is Y/N, a Carat.
At this point, everyone looked down, and I had the urge to go and hide myself away.
But then at this point, all of them turned to look at me.
Do you really not remember us, Y/N-ah?
Do you really not remember me?
Everyone was obviously scared to say anything, so we just dismissed her... reaction to laughter. The hyungs started treating her like they've always done, with DK, Seungkwan, and Hosh-hyungs acting cute around her, playfully fighting for her attention.
She seemed to enjoy it very much.
On another corner, Cheol-hyung, Han-hyung, Josh-hyung, Jihoon-hyung and Aerin-noona has gathered round, talking.
Jun-hyung, Mingyu-hyung, Minghao-hyung and Wonwoo-hyung announced they would go outside to get coffees for everyone. Again.

"How about Hansol-hyung?" It was Chan who spoke.
Someone finally said something.
"N-no, Chan. It's okay. I'm okay," I fixed a small smile on my face to show them that I'm doing just fine.
"Wh-what okay? Is there something wrong?" Y/N asked.
"No, no, nothing's wrong, everything's just perfectly fine," Aerin-noona quickly picked up and decided it should be the end of that. "Okay boys, I know we all are in shock, let's... let's give her some space first, okay? There, there... good. Leave us alone for now, yeah?"
Seungkwan-hyung protested, "But we just got here! Eomma," he tried doing aegyo but Aerin-noona just gave him the stink-eye. No, her eyes insisted.
Coups-hyung spoke up this time. "Your mom's right, let's all go for now and let Y/N rest and recover. We also need to keep our jobs, I would just like to remind you all," he said, which was met with disappointed sighs and disapproving grunts.
Seokmin-hyung pulled out his phone and called the coffee hyungs to just go straight home.
I did not need to be told more. I gave her one last glance, one last look to assure myself that this is real, this is happening. I may have to move on now. I walked to the door first.
I have to be alone.
I was almost out of the hospital when I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around.
"Chan."
"Hyung, come on, don't do this," he just looked at me.
"I'm not doing anything."
"Hyung," Chan kept looking at me.
"It's fine."
"But that's the thing. It's not fine. You're not fine."
I know.

I grabbed his arm. "Let's just go. We still have our schedules."
Instead of just coming along, he dragged me back to her room. No one was there anymore except, of course, Y/N. She was reading the magazine just like before I entered the room a while ago.
Before it all came crashing down.
He turned to her. "Noona."
"D-Dino...oppa." She looked clueless and just plain surprised, but her eyes said she was willing to listen.
"You really don't remember anything?"
"W-what should I remember?"
I started dragging Chan again, but he was strong. He's grown.
"Chan, no. You don't do this."
"Well, what was the last thing you were doing before you woke up here?"
Please.

"I- I was boarding the plane."

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"Okay, I told you I'd support you whatever that shit is, but you gotta help me out here, Y/N. What the fuck was that?" Oh, girl. Isn't she just mad?
"Eonni," you started, but Aerin-eonni put up a warning finger in front of your face.
"Don't give me that cute face. You remember us just a while ago! You remember everyone! Or was that you reciting our names? JUST... WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?!"
"Eonni. Would you listen? Or would you listen?"
"FINE. FINE. Speak."
"I'm continuing the plan."
"What plan?"
"The original plan."
"Still, what plan?"
"The Jeju trip. After I 'get well,'" you paused to do air quotations, "I'm going to Jeju and spent the rest of the visa's limit there. Finish my book. Do what I was supposed to do. Go home. Live quietly. Let you all live quietly."
Aerin just stared at you. You can clearly tell she isn't pleased. Not at all. Not one bit.
"So you're bailing. You're fucking bailing on us, bailing on him. Would you tell me more so I won't be disappointed I actually trusted you and treated you like a sister?"
Oh wow. That hurt.

"Eonni."
"No. Don't 'eonni' me. You... I swear you have my full support on this. I won't do anything that would ruin your plan or anything. I swear you'll get to finally live quietly after all these.
"But don't ever call me again. Or anyone in my family. Delete every contact you have of us. My boys don't deserve a bailer. You have got to be a coward to be pulling something like this off. My boys don't deserve someone who can't even stay for them. You clearly do not deserve Hansol. And you know what? Delete Sofia's, too. The kid had too much faith in you. I won't like that faith to be misplaced anymore. And Mrs. Choi's. And Mr. Choi's."

Don't ever leave my son.

"Now, would you tell me more or let's leave it at that?"
"You'll go down," you quietly said.
"Excuse me?"
You cleared your throat. "You'll go down. Seventeen."
"Care to explain more on that?"
You looked at the bedside table, and saw your phone. You quickly pulled something up and handed it to her.

"I was the switch," you just quietly said again. "Either I'd be off, or they will be."
You were bowing your head down, but you know Aerin's looking at you.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner? I'm not the police, you know. I can know. And I do know who this is. She's a bit dramatic. Too dramatic, considering what your head went through."
You finally looked up, and saw her worried face looking at you. "Y-yah- Y/N-ah... aigoo, come here," she sat beside you, and hugged you close to her chest.
You were suddenly sobbing, real heavily, while she just softly caressed your arm, trying to calm you down.
"I'm sorry you had to go through this alone, Y/N-ah. You must've been so afraid."

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OKAY. I KNOW THIS ISN'T MUCH BUT HEY, WATCH OUT. I GOT SOMETHING. I SWEAR. WINK WINK