why do you hate me lucky

ch 4

Above neha pic
Tripura pov
"hi neha how are you" i asked neha.  But she was looking very dull i don't know why??
"nothing " she said like slowly
I know something happened in this bus. I sat next to her but she didn't give any proper answer.  She told me about her brother he also joined same college i met him he is same bus. But i didn't talk to him. He is very protective of her sister. Someone proposed to neha after that some problems was coming daily. She kept crying .. But i don't know what will i do?  I asked so many time who is that person like..  But she didn't. Her brother get fighting with someone.  I know who he is. He also same but he is senior. I am also same bus but i don't know anything.
   She was crying...
"please stop crying neha"i told her
" nothing bala its oka"she said to me.

After one month they stopped fighting and everything changed. she also changed. She was smiling always. She is a good and innocent.
Now some what i am happier.i am not a good Girl and also not a bad girl.  But medium. I have feelings and emotions. If i like any one i didn't leave. But if they did any bad i didn't forgive and forget. This is my nature. I changed lately. My likes and dislikes also changed.
      In my home i am a queen. No way at all i have full problems.  Actually my mom and dad get divorced. After one year they both married to different peoples. Then me was staying with my so called aunt house.(she is a my stepdad sister. My mom and step dad settled in another state. I don't blame them. They want separate lifes and my dad also married another woman but my dad care about me. He always came to my aunt house to meet me and he also offered me to stay with him but i don't like because my stepmum very very bad compared aunt. So i gave up and stayed here. One thing i like here is her child akash. He is a 10 years boy. He is like my brother. I love him toomuch.).She is like a monster sometimes but its okay.
  " hi aunt where is kash" i asked her.  She was doing some work.
" he went outside, what you want"she asked me. But i didn't give any proper answer. I went my room thinking about classes and friends.
      I don't have mobile. My mom gave me one but its not working. So i left it. I worked coffeeshop and i gained 30,000 rupees without anty knowing i bought a laptop. Once she asked me but i told her like this is my friend laptap she rented me. So i am using. If i told her about this she Will kill me. But what should I do?  We have labs.we have to  do some work in my laptop.
In my aunt house i will do only cooking. I learned cooking and baking.
I love my mom. But she cared about my studies not me. I felt very bad. Dad is different. He likes me not my studies. He always give support to me. I love more than myself. He is my hero thats why i am still living. If dad is also like mom ,i will die next day.  Because in my life my father only care about me.  I don't have any other siblings and relatives. Because my dad and my mom love marriage they caste are different they didn't allow them stay with them.  So divided woth them and after that i born but after that my parents started arguments and finally they got divorce.  But what about me?  Than what i did? I am crying all day.... This is my story. No one know about this. I didn't tell to others because they will give pity on me.  I didn't like that pity and all..
  Now i am very happy..  I wanted my life peaceful...  No worries and problems...  But its impossible.....but i want happy moments in my life also but i doubt it will not happen.....