Finn and Poe

Chapter 2-Finn

I hope she wakes up soon. I hope shes okay. I hope shes not trapped in some terrible dream about the rebellion or the fight or anything like that. I hope shes dreaming about something less like how it is in real life right now. War. Explosions. The dark side winning.
   Rose was a believer of the Force. Of hope. She's wearing the medallion that she keeps very close to her. She wore her ring that hid the Rebel logo. Everything was the same about her except for the fact that she was unconcious. She may or may not know that i am with her by her side but i must be here when she wakes up. Ive got nothing else to do. Im not needed by the Resistance.
   But i do need to talk to Rey. We havent talked since Crait. And also Poe. I feel like im ignoring and i dont want to. I dont think i can no can. I think. His presence is one no one cant deny especially me.
    But Rose. She kissed me at the battlefield before she fell unconcious. I dont know what to or how to feel about it but i should be there for her, no matter how confusing everything is going to be once she wakes up.
    Rey. Im so glad shes here. In the same place as i am. I hate being apart from here but i havent talked her. I should go talk to her. 
     "Master Finn" C-3PO comes in the room  and says "Still by her bedside i see." His expressionless droid face told it all but what he was up to. He was spying on me.
"Who sent you here to check on me, 3PO?" I ask.
"Why no one, sir?" In typical 3PO sarcasm "Certainly not anyone wants to know how youre holding up. Not even Rey or Poe or even the General."
"So who sent you?" I ask "Rey, Poe or the General?"
"All of them, sir" he said with his droid head down. "Individually"
I sigh and rub my eyes. "They are just worried about you, Master Finn" 3PO advices once again. "They are the only ones who care about you apart from the horrible First Order and Phasma."
   I gave my shut up look to him and he got it instantly "Well, i didnt mean that in the worst intentions but you should go see them. Ill take care of Ms Rose for you."
    "Youll let me know if she wakes up?" I demand and he says "Of course, Master Finn"
    
I walk out of the room hearing 3P0 mumbling. Probably making fun of me like he does everyone.
     I look for Rey first and shes at the pilot seat.
     I woke up to the bridge and say "Hey." She says 'Hey' back. "Can I sit??" The co-pilot chair was empty and the ship was on autopilot. She can talk to me. I did interrupt of what looked like her daydreaming. Lost in her now Jedi thougts. Now being the Last Jedi and all. Probably has some pressure to it. So, im not going to start with that for the conversation.
So i said "How are you?"
"I'm fine" she said "I missed you"
"I missed you too" i said and we hugged. Much more tighter than we did at scrait. I didnt want to let go of her and i dont think she wanted to either but we did.
    "How's Rose?" Rey asks. I hesitated to answer because its Rey. I came to talk about her but shes interested in Rose. Shes probably being nice instead of being mad for that i havent talked her in a while.
      So finally i say "She seems okay. Shes still in unconcious." She nods and says.
"You seem to care for her alot." She said with a tone that sounded like she was dissapointed.
    "She saved me. I owe her my life." Rey nodded. "Like you saved me and i owe you my life." I said to make this conversation more of her and of me. She smiled.
      "I sort of had feelings for you,Finn." When you were unconcious. Even before that." She confessed. Rey had feelings for me.
       "But i like being friends more." She had a dissapointing look again. "Ive never had a friend before and it might as well be you."
        I guess i had to admit with the truth too "When we met, i had feelings too but like you said.." i hesitated. Am i sure i want to say this? It is the truth. Might as well, right
To move on to.. no i cant admit to it. I dont think i ever will but for right now and i have to do this.
     "... i dont anymore. Im kinda into someone else." I conclude. "Is it Rose?" I was frozen when she said her name. I didnt know whether i was sad or angry when i heard it.

I blame myself for her being this way. She wouldnt be unconcious if i wasnt acting like 'hero' trying to save what was left of the Resistance. Honestly, im not really sure if i like Rose or not but i definitely have feelings for..

"I dont know."