Finn and Poe

Chapter 9- Finn

I open my eyes and my head is aching. It doesn't really feel bad. It's tolerable but I got to get up get rid of it. Just as I was about to open my eyes, I hear rhythmically breathing next to me. A big breath in and a breath out. It sounded peaceful and soothing. It was Poe, fast asleep next to me. Immediately I remembered what happened before we went to sleep last night and it every part of it was playing in my head over and over again until I realised I was smiling about it. I could not believe it happened but it did. I'm so happy that it did.
    I put my palm on his shoulder hoping he would wake up and look at me. Surprisingly, he did. Once he had completely opened his eyes and rubbed them a little, he looked at me and said "Good morning" with an infectious smile. I couldn't help myself but bring my face closer to his and kiss him on the lips. I've never felt so relieved. Being able to kiss him seemed so easy and free like  I had been doing it a million times. He brought his face towards mine while we continued kissing as he put his left palm on my cheek. He pulls away with his eyes locked to mine and looks away to get out of bed. As I turn to my back, Poe asks me "Wanna join me?" Then, I ask "Where are we going??" Wondering what's next. "To the shower?" He says as he grins and chuckles a little. I felt goosebumps running down my whole body, completely nervous. Eventually I said yes but it was alot to process especially after what happened last night.
   The shower is pouring down hot/warm water and it feels really good. I'm rinsing what I call my hair for that I have so little of it on my head and Poe pulls me towards him and kisses me again. I can't help but kiss him back for that last night was amazing and I have a feeling that this morning is going to be just as good too as he or we continued exploring each other.
  
    I'm waiting fully clothed on the bed as Poe is getting into his clothes. I don't know why I packed the stuff that I brought cause I ended up just wearing two pairs of clothes. Poe was smarter than me in that department though. He only brought one pair of trousers which is the one he wore yesterday and two pairs of shirts. One which he wore yesterday and another which he has on now. He walks pass me and the bed, apparently looking for something and he asks "Where's my shirt? The one that you took off me yesterday?" The fact that he said that without hesitation made me have butterflies but I remembered where I threw the shirt. I went down to the floor and I find his shirt under the bed. I throw at him and he says "Thanks." And I nod. I come back and land my ass on the bed again.
     "Did I make you uncomforble last night?" Poe asks me looking worried " If I did.." I had to stop him and say something. "NO!" I practically screamed it. I cleared my throat and I said "No. Last night and earlier in the bathroom was.. amazing." I could feel my cheeks widening after admitting that enjoyed every part of what happened in the last 8 hours, I guess Poe comes on the bed next to me and says "I thought it was amazing too" and kisses me again. It's like he can't keep his off me. Although, I'm not complaining. I can't stop touching him either. "Stop" he says as he smiles "I don't want to tire each other with a another round." Another round?!
    "Wow! We really can't keep our off each other."I say and make him laugh. He then looks me in longing and then looks away saying "We gotta go back." Right. The Resistance. Totally forgot about them and Rey and Rose. Rose. I hadn't checked about her at all. I can't bring it up to Poe. He'll get upset. I guess I'll just have to wait until we get out of here and get to the ship.
   He carries his bag, I grab to carry mine and we walk out of the room. If all of a sudden we decide to not remember what happened here, this room will. Not that it wasn't embarassing to remember but it at least happened, something that I wanted, something we both wanted to happen. I don't think we'll even do it again. Poe will be too busy and I'll be too engrossed hoping Rose will wake up and hoping that she doesn't have feelings for me. Feelings that I don't have for her. Feelings that I apparently at the moment only have for Poe. I'm not confused anymore. I know now that I really want Poe and thank God Poe wants me too. At least I think he does. He probably thinks this is a one time thing.
    We're in the elevator and we're going down floors and I feel Poe's hand trying to interconnect with mine. I look at our hands touching and I look up to him completely smiling. He defintely does not think this a one night stand. He wants me as much as I want him...