KHADZEEZ📌

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*khadee'sPOV*

Everything is going as planned,tomorrow Mubarak's parent and mine are to settle and talk about our marriage date "Khadee our latest bride you know after the setting of date the time will come in a blink of an eye ummm ummm" she giggled her brows which made me blush "so when are they coming?" " tomorrow" I mumbled "haba I know it's tomorrow I mean what time?" " oh...ummm around two wait won't you be  staying here with me?" She frowned then smiled "Wai! I am here with my clothes i am not going to miss a single thing" she came close and hugged me "I will always be by your side, kinga a month to your wedding am packing to this house" "I love you" I mumbled "I love you more"she mumbled back I don't know what I can do without this girl,she is my other half.

We woke up at 9:00am to prepare food and arrange everything thank God the house help are available so the work wasn't much,and in three hours we were done with everything,everything was perfect we moved upstairs to my room and locked the door as the bride was not allowed to be seen it's our trib.I took my bath same as reedarh and we dressed up prayed and now we are both sitted on the bed waiting I got my phone,checked my instagram,Snapchat,twitter and I was getting bored so I checked the time and it was already three I was getting worried I mean the house was so quite,I walked to the window and piped there where no cars I moved down while reedarh followed me behind "mama they are not here" was the first thing I said immediately I reached there and she held me to calm me down "oh yes,but maybe they got hold in a hold-up or so how about you call him to find out" she said in a calmmy way trying to calm me,but to be honest all that came to my mind were those hysterical ideas.With trembling hands I dialed his number 1st... call no answer,2nd... no answer,3rd...no answer I waited for some minutes I tried again I really wasn't satisfied I gave him like ten missed calls.I never gave him more than a single missed call without him calling back and here I am giving him several missed calls and he is not picking "ma...ma...mama he...he..is..not picking"my voice is already breaking am weak "What?!" I heard YaKhalid's voice which made me to look at the direction in which he was standing with Baba by his side "No Khadee try again" reeedarh said rubbing my shoulders I dialed again still no answer "see he is not picking"tears rolled down my eyes what if he say he doesn't like me or he just played me,okay give me his number"I passed her the phone while I just hugged mama as she consoles me,she dialed his number into her phone and on the second ring he picked up and she passes the phone to me I collected with shaky hands "ummm...hello Mubarak it's Khadee we have be..." he ended the call and at this moment not only my hand was shaking but the whole of my body was shaking reedarh snatched the phone for my hand with zest and dialed his number it rang but he didn't pick up she dialed again and this time it says switch off,I have been controlling my snobs letting the tears to roll down alone but not any more I let the snobs and the tears to come along"Reedarh take her to her room" Mama commanded, I looked up with blurry eyes filled with tears Baba looks so disappointed same goes to mama and ya Khalid,what is happing to my life,what is going. We went in my room as reedarh kept petting me but I couldn't quell my emotions, "Khadee please it's enough you have been crying for an hour or so do you want to get sick?" "Reedarh what have I done to him?,what have I done to him?" "Sorry Khadee".

"Khadee,Khadee tashi"was reedarh's voice booming through my brain while she taps me continuously I opened my eyes and they met the white P.O.P of my room I could barely move, I felt an ache in heart which made me close my eyes tight then open them again and they met reedarh's "subhanaAllah" I muttered under my breath "Khadee are you okay?" I quickly sat up and moved close to her " Reedarh I had the worst dream of my life I had a nightmare..." I held my forehead for some minutes "Wai them Mubarak's family didn't come and..." she didn't let me finish she held my trembling hands "yes Khadee" "yes Khadee what" I gave her a deadly glare "yes Khadee it wasn't a dream they didn't come" now reality is hiring me hard now I get it.... it wasn't a nightmere that is my reality, hot tears rolled down my eyes " it's okay Khadee stand up and pray it's almost 6" I looked at the curtains,and I can see the deem light I dragged myself to the bathroom performed ablution and prayed without saying a word to each other we drifted into another slumber.

We woke up around 1pm,took our bath,prayed and we came down stairs for breakfast/lunch I really can't face my family I feel so embarrassed what have I done?why me? Why now? I kept asking myself a lot of unanswered questions.We came down side by side with reedarh as she held my hands so tight and comforting we came down and nobody was there only some food warmers kept on the dinning table,she sat me down and serve me but I couldn't eat I just kept looking at the food " ke eat" she motion to my plate " no I don't have appetite I pushed the plate and stood up but she held my hands and dragged me down reedarh can be so violent atimes " sit and eat" she commanded I shook my head " haba Khadee don't put yourself in a more complicated situation" she pushed my plate back I got a cutlery and the moment I had the first spoon it turns bitter I manage to take three more spoons and I pushed the plate she looked at me and gave me a sly smile which I returned with a forceful one.

Reedarh said she needed to go home mama(her mom) called and she wasn't feeling too well so she left.i am feeling so embarrassed to go down,the house seems so quite which I don't like,and I still didn't give up I kept on calling and leaving texts for Mubarak which he returned non.its 2am and I couldn't sleep,and just the I heard my ringing tone filling the air I quickly reach for it and guess who?,I saw MI AMOR❤️ written boldly just then I was grinning like a fool I answered with trembling hands "H...H...hello..hello" I couldn't hear a word "hello,hello..."I continued just then the call was ended I quickly dialed the number and it says "the number you are trying to call is switched off please try again later" I felt a hard pang in my heart I dialed again and it says the same thing,and now hot tears were rolling down my eyes and that is how I fell into a deep slumber.

I woke up prayed and as usual the day went as usual just sitted in the room today was a bit different mama came in and said some words before she left and the twins came too.i was sitted on the mat after praying isha.I was done praying and sat there for like an hour " andija" I heard ya khaleed's voice bringing me back to reality and then I noticed I have wet Binet my hijab he came close to me gave that consulting hug before he cleaned my tears with his thumb " I am sorry" he murmured "please smile for my sake" and of-curse I gave him a sly smile he cupped my face and peaked my fore head "I love you" he said while standing up " I love you more I murmured not sure he heard me he looked at me once more before he left,just then my phone made a ping showing a sign of message, I received a lot off notifications but I gave no attention to any but this I have a feeling it's something I sluggishly got the phone and sat by the edge of the bed and it was from 'MI AMOR❤️' I opened the message with zest 'Khadeejarh I really do love you,I never played with your feelings and walahi walahi believe me I wanted to marry you I'm dealing with some issues, I promise to explain everything when I'm back I LOVE YOU' I couldn't hold it no more I let out all the emotions that have been piled up in me teas rolled down my eyes, then snobs followed, "Khadee,Khadee are you okay?" Ya khaleed asked with concern  he tried to raise my head but I didn't want him to see me this way so I jolted the phone to his face he snatched the phone from my hand and read the content "This guy is a jerk" he said through gritted teeth he clenched his fist and stomped out of the room. I cried cried till no tears came. Why is this happening to me? Why is my life falling apart? What have I done to deserve this? Oh ya Allah make it easy for me. Amin.

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