The love I had and didn't

Messy business

Michelle POV
I walk out of there and break down I no a lot of people won't believe it but I love JJ yes I make mistakes but I did try and I know he try too but we just don't love each other like we should I no from the first time I met Janet that JJ and her love each other and if I couldn't see it, then I heard it that night when he was drunk we didn't have sex  I just let him believe we did because I knew from talking to him night that he wouldn't be able to forgive himself until he told her and I was hoping she wasn't the forgiving type to take him back after finding out we slept together and I was right that day when he got back to college after the holiday he was heartbroken and all I had to do is be there for him we had sex a few time but we weren't serious but after we finish college I ask him if I can come back with him and meet his family I know they are rich so I was hoping his family like me and they did so we start sleeping together more on more but when Janet come back he start acting and behaving different and I no he was going to break up with me so I lie to him and told him I was pregnant because I no he wouldn't leave me and his child and I was right for a month straight we had sex none stop I blame it on my hormones and he believe me I was praying I didn't have to tell him I miscarried and lucky for me I didn't have to because I end up getting pregnant I know she may not be josh but lucky for me I slept with someone in his family so the baby would look like someone in the family, the sad thing now is I don't no who my baby daddy is and That's the reason I can't band with her because I feel sick that I don't know who is her dad. I know he was drunk when we slept together but I see the way he look at me the next morning he was sick to his stomach knowing how much he had betrayed his family so I no he remember and hate himself for it
I walk away from the door jump in my car and drive the 10 mile out of town where no one no me as JJ baby mother I'm just Michelle the slut that slept with half the town and I like it because that's what I feel like.
I walk in the bar and sit at the bar
Bartender- what can I get you beautiful
Mi- vodka and Coke and you round the back
B- ok baby go on round I'll be right there
Mi- k
I make my way round back and wait for Ben
Ben and I been sleeping together now for 6 weeks and it's been good he don't no who I am he just think I'm here to visit family close by
B- what's up baby
Mi- not much just want a fuck and then I have to get back home before they miss me
B- ok baby because I have to get back to the bar
With that said Ben pick me up and start kissing me all over he ripe my buttons and start sucking on my breast and make his way up to my neck I moan out loud and he cover my mouth with his hand
B- you have to keep it down baby they will hear us outside
I moan out and answer that I myself couldn't make out
B- sorry baby no foreplay tonight
With that Ben whip out his cock and pull my pantie to the side and ram his cock inside me I scream out his name and watch as his eye roll in the back of his head
B- fuck baby I can't get enough of you
You fit prefect around my cock
Mi- fuck Ben harder oh yes Ben please don't stop
I lay in Ben arms up against the wall and him inside of me fucking me like there is no tomorrow we fuck like that for a good 30 minuets until we both climax we kiss for a bit and then Ben put me on my two foot and fix himself up
B- sorry about your top
Mi- it's ok have got a jumper in the car
B- are you can take mine
Mi- it's ok
B- so you stopping
Mi- no I have to go but I'll spend tomorrow with you
B- ok I'll call you
With that I make my way to my car I got in and put on the jumper I had in the car And drove home think about the mess I make of mine my daughter JJ and his family life

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Who do you all think Michelle baby daddy is