The love I had and didn't

In love

Charlene pov
I just finish work, because I'm meet up with JJ we been texting all day ever since our first date, we been out a few time since and today is our last date because he is going back to the uk tomorrow
C- mum I'm home
M- in the bedroom
I made my way into my mum room to find her in bed
C- how are you feeling
M- I'm ok baby don't worry about me
C- but mum
M- no but aren't u suppose to be meet that lovely young man
C- yeah but I'm going to cancel
M- don't you dare
C- but u r not well and I don't feel comfortable leaving u like this
M- I'm fine and it's book club night so I'll have people around, I'm just resting because u no what them lady's get like
C- ok but if anything call me
M- I won't go have fun I haven't seen u smile this much since ur dad die and it's lovely to see it's just a shame josh don't live around here
C- he ask me to come to the uk and visit him
M-  u should go
C- I can't leave u
M- u r carrying on like I don't have people around me
C- it's not the same
M- child just go get ready for your date
C- yes mother
I left my mum room and went to my room and got my phone out my bag to see 12 miss call from JJ so I try calling him back but didn't get an answer
I was going to try again but the doorbell ring so I went to get it and find JJ at the door
JJ- hey have been trying to call u
C- sorry my phone was in my bag on silent is everything ok
JJ- no I have to get a earlier flight back
C- oh is everything ok back home
JJ- sky is sick and she keep crying for me and she won't let the doctors touch her, and she is refusing to take her medicine
C- oh no then u must go
JJ- I'm so sorry
C- JJ it's ok
JJ- but I was looking forward to tonight
C- we can do it another time
JJ- yeah because u r coming to see me in two weeks
C- JJ we talk about this I can't leave my mum
M- she will see u in two weeks
JJ- thanks mrs Gordon
M- u r welcome
C- u two think u r so funny
JJ- I'm going to miss u so much these last few weeks have been amazing, u r amazing
C- u r amazing
JJ- stop
C- promise me one thing
JJ- anything
C- don't let ur mum get u down and help liam with sky
JJ- I will but have got to go Alan is out side he is taking me to the airport
M- girl go with him
C- can I
JJ- yes I was going to ask but I no u hate good bye
C- but we r seeing each other in two weeks so it's not good bye and we r going to talk all the time
JJ- so u are coming
C- yeah just need to get one of my family to stay with mum
JJ- oh thank u thank u
With that he pick me up and kiss me all over my face and I couldn't stop laughing until we hear the car horn
C- be right back mum
JJ- bye mrs Gordon I'll be back to see u in a month
So yeah we plan and seeing each other every two weeks I go to josh for a week in the middle and josh come for a week at month end
We got in the back of the car while Alan drive we couldn't keep our hands off each other all the way to the airport
A- ok u can stop now we r here
JJ- thanks Alan and I'll see u in a month
A- thanks Cee now I get to see more of my best friend maybe if u married him he will move here
JJ- shut up man I should have let Gino drive me
A- why didn't u oh yeah because u didn't want his cry baby ass dropping u off
JJ- shut up he only cry for Nat and sky lol
C- come on before u miss ur flight
A- he won't because he book a private jet
C- say bye and let me walk with u
JJ- I already did so come on
We walk all the way to the private jet
JJ- I'm going to miss u but I'll call u as soon as I land
C- make sure don't matter what time it is I want u to call me
JJ- ok baby
C- to think I was going to sleep with u tonight
JJ- get on the jet now I'm not leaving until I get some
C- lol get on the plane baby and I'll see u in two weeks
JJ- Charlene u can't do this to me not now feel what u just did
C- fuck baby u r hard
JJ- see and now I have to sit on a 17 hours flight like this
C- make ur way to the toilet
JJ- I'm going to call u and we r going to have phone sex
C- I can't my mum friends r coming over
JJ- shit have got to go
With that we kiss once more and josh got and the plane and I got back in the car with Alan
A- please don't hurt my boy he has been though too much in his life shit that no one no not even his own twin
C- I really care about josh I would never hurt him because for the last 3 weeks have fallen in love with him
A- shit u love him have u told him
C- no and please don't it's too soon
A- don't worry I won't