The love I had and didn't

Love hurt

Her POV
Hi my name is Janet I'm 23, l been in love with JJ since I was 15, we started dating when I turn 17. we dated until We move away to attend different university, we were still dating until our first semester when we came back home and I could tell from the way JJ was towards me that something wasn't right it's like he was feeling guilty about something, after much talking and pushing from my end he finally told, that he went out got drunk, and wake up in other girl bed, so we end up calling it quits and I never came back, that is until I finish university,I came back thinking we could start over because he loves me and I love him and that he only had sex with this girl because he was drunk but by the time I came back home JJ was in a relationship with some girl name Michelle and I find out it was the same girl he wake up with, so I never told him how I feel because I was so mad at him for dating someone he told me he didn't have feelings for so by the time I calm down and told him I still love him we find out that Michelle was pregnant
And because of the kind of man he is, he stand by her even though we both know that we love each other I stay around watching the love of my life being a family with another woman I stay as long as I could I watch him the night Michelle gave birth to his daughter watch him hold her and I see then and there that he will always no matter what choose his family the love he has for me was nothing compare to the love he has for his new family so I walk out of the hospital that night with a broken heart and I never look back I move back to Cambridge got a job in computer engineering and one night when walking out of my office I run into Liam he was joining some friends for drinks and he ask me to join them and that's where I met Kevin and 6 months after that he ask me out and I said yes and we been dating every since we are even moving to Las Vegas to start our business.

His POV
I saw when Janet walk out the hospital I couldn't go after her because I know this is where I want to be with my daughter in my arms
I know that she is heartbroken but it's better this way I watch her for the last 8 months getting her heartbroken over and over again and there was nothing I could do. I wish she was the one carrying my baby but she wasn't and Michelle didn't do anything but love me so how could I brake her heart like that, but that don't mean my heart wasn't broken because it was I love Janet and I couldn't be with her because I had to do the right thing for my daughter
A week after leaving the hospital after making sure my daughter and Michelle was ok I try calling Janet but she didn't answer I kept on calling but every time it goes to voicemail so after a while I ask Sara and she told me she move away and find a boyfriend that day I could feel my heart breaking in my chest all over again so I went home and cry in the shower Michelle came home and find me like that she didn't ask questions she just got in the shower with me fully clothed and hold me until I stop and up until today date she never ask and here I am again in the shower but this time at my parents house crying but this time it's not Michelle but it's my mum holding me telling me everything is going to be ok but I don't see how after I watch the love of my life walk away with another man in his arms and not mind all I can think about is the love I had and didn't at the same time

Here it is sorry for the wait and any mistakes please feel free to vote and comment thank you