The Moment I Knew || GD

part one

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"Hey! we haven't talked all day. what's up?" Cameron Dolan, my best friend, asks as she throws her arm over me.

" Uh- yeah im good right now. I might need to come over tonight, my parents are at it again." you tell her.

"Yeah sure, that's cool but the twins are back home and you know how grayson is with you. He's like - in love with you."

"Oh- yeah, haha!" I finish as I'm trying to change the subject, trying not to get stress from her finding out my secret with grayson.

After school I head to Cam's house. I see Grayson with a girl getting out of his new bronco Ethan got him a few weeks back.

"With another girl, huh?" I whisper to him as he enters the kitchen.

" Hey! What are you? My mom? " He says with a rude look.

'Sorry, just wondering. You didn't have to be a bitch about it!" I tell him as I grab my soda pop and head back to Cam's room but suddenly I feel something touch my back area, it was Grayson. He pulls me closer and moves his hand toward my lower back.

"I was just joking babe, don't get so cocky!" He says as his face is less than four inches away from mine along with a small smirk.

I look at his stuble of hair on his chin then back at his eyes. I see him looking straight down into my lowcut shirt. I quickly pull away and rush to Cam's room.

"What took so long? Was it Grayson?" Cam asks. "I promise you, he will never get over you!"

" Uh- no, I haven't actually seen Grayson at all ever since I've gotten here." I lie while I feel my face getting red. I turn backwards trying to draw attention away from my face when I turn into Grayson. I drop my jaw and quickly turn back around again.

"Haha! Hey cutie!" He whispers to me with his small and cute giggle I couldn't be upset about. "Cam, stop painting your nails and get downstairs. Mom has been calling you for the past 2 minutes. Sounds urgent."

" I bet she has!" Cam says as she pushes Grayson out of the door way to head downstairs. Leaving Grayson and I alone.

"Long time no see!" He tells me as he gently grabs my hands. "I actually need to talk to you!"

I look up to Grayson seeing his sharp jawline and his beauty shine down, trying to remember that I'm not intrested in him.
He begins to talk but I somehow tune out getting lost in his eyes. I stop myself from smiling and tune back in.

"You're beautiful, Maddy!" He says as he shoots me a small smirk that kills me.
He's never called me by my nickname. He's always called me by my regular name, Madeline.
"Maybe you should hang out with me instead of Cam. If you change your mind, remember you have my number." He winks as he drops my hands and leaves the room

After a minute, I remember all the fun times and memories Grayson and I had together. I remember all the laughs we had as friends- long before she came.

I wanted to delete Grayson's number but as I went to my contacts, I somehow change my mind and have an urge to text him.

"We need to talk! Im tired of you always flirting with me!" I text him.

Grayson replies immediately. I wait a minute before opening it.

"Yeah! Ive been meaning to say that. I'm so sorry for treating you atrociously. I should have never done it and you deserve so much better!" Grayson message read.

"Grayson-" I tell him. " Please don't do this to me. I'm sorry for even putting you in that decision of choosing between me and her. Even though you choose her."

"But Maddy! Truth is-" Graysons message stopped.
I hear a scream from Graysons room.

"GRAYSON! WHAT THE FUCK!" Cam yells. "MADELINA, GET YOUR ASS IN HERE!"

I quickly walk into Graysons room seeing Cam holding Graysons phone.

I was praying for him to have left the messages before Cam had come in.

"WHAT IS THIS? I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND!" Cam yells at me as she shows me the message of me and Grayson.

"CAM- im sorry! I'll leave!" I say as I run out of the house.

"PLEASE!" She yells back.

I run down the street to my house. I cover my face to cover the tears flowing down my face knowing I fucked up.
I run into the house and slam my bedroom door. I throw myself onto my bed, crying into a pillow. I wanted to scream but I knew I couldn't. I knew I made a mistake. I immediately knew I just lost my bestfriend.

An hour pasts. I hear a knock on my window. I become scared but curious.
I find the motivation to open the window after hearing a minute of knocking.
As I open, I see Grayson's shoes. I close the window and feel the tears coming back.

"GO HOME, GRAYSON!" I yell out, holding back my tears.

"MADDY! PLEASE! I CAN'T DO THIS!" he yells back through the window.

I open the blinds and let him talk.

"Mad, please just believe me! I'm sorry! I want you so bad! Let me in and I'll show you that." He smiles.

I let him in as he lifts my chin and presses his lips against mine.
I start to pull away when I realize ive never been kissed like this -by him- I liked it.
I pressed myself against him as he began to feel on my back and move his hands toward my lower back, giving me chills.
He begins to remove my shirt and pushes me against the bed. I let him finish as I begin to remove his shirt. He leaves me more kisses on my neck.
My parents are asleep but im still scared I'll wake them so I try to hold back the moan. I bite my lip instead, feeling the pleasure of Grayson inside of me.

"You like that?" Grayson says as he smiles and giggles.

"Shutup!" I say as I pull him for another kiss and smirk.