Falling in Love With Your High School Bully

Chapter 3

So we dropped of Corbyn and I went back home. When I got there I sat down on the couch and Emma sat on the couch across me. "So, start explaining" she said. "I can't say everything but, I think I like Corbyn. And I think he likes me too. But we're not dating or anything yet. That's like the first kiss, well actually 2nd. But I totally messed up the first." I said. "Well, I'm not good at advise. And mostly if it's about love. But, if he makes you happy Taylor than I'm happy." She said sweetly. I gave her a smile and hug and went to my room. I laid down on my bed and stared at the ceiling thinking about that kiss with Corbyn. It was silent, but it was nice. I then fell asleep. The moment was replaying over and over in my head. And then an image came into the moment. It was an image of Jack crying. I concentrated on that image. And then I saw jack slitting his hand open. And there was this feeling in me. Like it was warning me about him. Telling me to go to him. I quickly woke up and saw the 13 messages from the boys group chat.

5 idiots group chat

Zach🍒- hey guys

Daniel👶🏼- ok, who made this group chat? I'm not an idiot.

Jonah👅- that would be me

Corbyn🌽- ok your an idiot😂

Zach🍒- what's up with the emojis beside our name?

Jonah- ok so basically, Zach I put cherries cuz your cheeks are always red like them🍒. Daniel I put the baby emoji cuz you have a baby's face👶🏼. Corbyn I put the corn cuz your hair looks like a corn husk🌽. Me I put the tongue emoji cuz I'm daddy as fuck😂👅.

Daniel👶🏼- one thing doe. The group chat says 5 idiots. And we're only four.

Corbyn🌽- AUTOCORRECT!!!!

Zach🍒- illuminati confirmed👁🔺!!!!

Jonah👅- actually I put Taylor in the group chat. But idk if I got the wrong number.

Daniel👶🏼- idk maybe you did. We'll find out later.

Corbyn🌽- she hasn't answered I'm pretty sure you did.

Jonah👅- well fuck!

Taylor💕- nope you got the right number.

Zach🍒- TAYLOR!!!!!

Taylor💕- oh my god!!!

Corbyn🌽- Zach missed you.

Taylor💕- 😂😂😂

Zach🍒-no I didn't!

Taylor💕- I feel offended🙃

Zach🍒- I mean I did.

Taylor💕- ok guys I'm on a mission at the moment so I'll text you later.

Jonah👅- kayyy bye

Corbyn🌽- bye

Zach🍒- good luck!

Daniel👶🏼- ttyl
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I quickly put my shoes on and walked outside to my car. I drove to his house. I quickly got out and knocked on the door. No response. I knocked the door for straight up 2 minutes. I began worrying and my anxiety started kicking in. I decided to see if the door was open so I would just walk in. Luckily it was so I entered. Nobody was there. But I heard some screams upstairs. I ran up there and found the room that the noise was coming from. I burst through the door and found Jack's hand covered in blood. And razor blades.  He looked up and saw me. I got scared thinking he might do something to me. But he just stayed there on the floor. I ran up to him and saw how bad the cuts were. I'm studying for doctor so I guess I kinda know what I'm doing. I got his hand and he took it away. "What are you doing here?" He asked still crying. "Saving your life" I said tearing up. "Why? You should just let me die. After all I've done to you." He said. "Jack, I-" I couldn't tell him the truth. So I just looked at the cuts again. He didn't cut so deep. I quickly went to his bathroom and got a few towels. I cleaned up his hand from the blood and disinfected it with the first aid kit I found. "This is gonna burn" I warned him and cleaned up the wounds. He screamed a bit. After everything I got the razor blades and put them in my bag. I'm not gonna let him hurt himself no more. "Ok you're good to go." I said with a faint smile. "Thank you" he said crying. I gave him a hug as he cried on my shoulder. "Don't cry please, your gonna make me cry" I said tearing up. "I'm sorry Taylor" he cried. "For what?" I asked. "For everything, I'm sorry. Sorry for bullying you, punching you, calling you names. It's all my fault. The boys never wanted to hurt you. It was me. I was scared that you would never forgive me" he said crying. "Jack, I forgive you" I said. "Really?" He said looking up at me. "Yes, really" I said wiping his tears away with my thumbs. He hugged me really tight and said "thank you, thank you so much Taylor. I promise you won't regret it". He looked up at me and took a good look at me. "Staring is rude, you know that right?" I said. "Yeah, it's just you're too beautiful not to stare at" he said making me blush. I looked down so he wouldn't see me. But he pulled my chin up. "I promise you won't regret it" he said. And then connected our lips. That kiss was something different (WE ON SOMETHING, SOMETHING SOM- WE ON SOMETHING DIFFERENT!!!). Nothing like any other kiss I've had. It was like that kiss was telling me. This is the one. I disconnected our lips and said "Jack I can't, I'm sorry" and ran out crying. I felt so bad. I wanted to go back. But I can't. I already have Corbyn falling in love with me. And imma feel bad if something happens between me and Jack. As I was driving home all I could think about was Jack telling me.

You won't regret it