Falling in Love With Your High School Bully

chapter 35

it's the next day from all that annoying situation.

me and jack have been cuddling all day.

"im doing something today!" i unraveled myself from his arms.

"what?" he giggled.

"im bored, and im not gonna stay here all day with you!" i paced back and forth.

"im boring?" he made this intimidated pose.

"yup"

"what are you gonna do?" he scrolled through instagram.

"what am i gonna do? i thought we would hang out together" i said surprised.

"i was supposed to go meet up aspen today" he said as if meeting aspen was an okay thing.

"haha, very funny" i rolled my eyes.

"taylor, im actually going to meet up with aspen" he looked at me seriously.

"your kidding right?" my heart sped up.

"no! why would i be joking?" he looked at me weirdly.

"you do know who aspen is, right?" i said as i changed.

"yes, aspen, from our school" he looked back at his phone.

"are you fucking kidding me?" i still couldn't believe him.

"taylor, im not kidding. stop fucking asking" he rolled his eyes.

"okay, you know what?" i picked up my purse and my phone. "go have fun with aspen, just don't expect to hear from me anymore"

"taylor!" he got up.

"save it jack" i walked out and sped off to daniel's house.

is jack okay?

was he actually going to meet up with aspen.

and how would he?

he knows how much aspen ruined my life.

i mean what the fuck, he used to date aspen.

whatever i don't care, he'll know what he missed.

-TIME SKIP-

i knocked on the door and daniel opened it.

he smiled widely and gave me a big hug.

"how are you?" he invited me in.

"good" i laughed.

"i want to talk to you about something"

"shoot" i sat down next to him.

"okay don't get mad"

"sure" i nodded slowly.

"i know last time i mentioned this, we ended in bad terms. but taylor, i like you, a lot. and i'm so sorry for playing with jesse's feelings like that, i know it's fucked up. but i told her everything and she broke up with me. which is completely understandable. but, i can't stop thinking about you. your happy with jack, and i want you to be. but another part of me is selfish, and i want you to be mine. i want to get over you. but every time i see you, my heart breaks. every time i hear my phone buzz, i hope it's you missing me. and i've been thinking about why i can't let you go, and it's because deep down, i still have hope. i never loved anyone the way i love you, and it scares me. i could talk to you for hours and not get tired of your voice or your laugh. i could never get tired of seeing you smile. i could never get tired of you. i might get mad at people, i might get mad at you. but i will never abandon you. i don't leave people. i think that's why it hurts me so much when people leave me. i have a million feelings, a thousand thoughts, a hundred memories, and they're all because of you. i didn't choose you, i just took one look, and there was no turning back. and it breaks me knowing your better off with someone else." never ending tears poured down his eyes.

i didn't know this was how daniel felt.

and i didn't know this was how i felt too.

i hadn't noticed my tears until a drop fell into my arm.

i love daniel.

"im so sorry, if i could change the way i feel, i would" he choked on his tears.

i lifted his chin up with my hands.

our eyes met, those beautiful eyes of his.

his eyes watered, mine did too.

i looked st his lips, then back to his eyes.

and then i just kissed him.

and it felt.... good.

he kissed back without hesitation.

i separates our lips.

"daniel, i love you too" i cried.

i smiled widely and kissed me.

and what started to a kiss, turned into a very heated situation.

i was on top of him, he flipped us over where he was on top now.

he kissed me a little bit more and then he just stopped.

"what happened?" i asked sitting up right.

"i don't wanna take advantage of you" he looked down.

"what do you mean" i held his face.

"i don't want you to think that i'm one of those guys. that just because i said i love you, your gonna have sex with me"

"daniel, i don't think that. i know who you are, you would never" i bit my inner cheek.

"i know, but if you want this to work like i want it to, we would take things slow" he looked up at me.

"yeah, okay" i smiled.

"and taylor.."

"yeah?"

"i really do love you" he smiled.

"i love you too daniel" i hugged him.