Chapter 21

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Yay yay hooray another school day.......

I was walking into school when everyone started staring at me. I was so confused.

I walked towards Stella and Jesse.

"Guys, why is everyone staring at me?" I asked hoping nobody found out me and Daniel kissed.

"Oh Taylor, your so strong coming to school." Jesse said patting my back.

I was even more confused.

"What are you guys talking about?" I asked removing Jesse's hand from my back.

"Avoiding it is just gonna make it worse" Jesse said making me a bit agitated.

"No seriously what are you guys talking about?!"

"Wait, you don't know?" Stella said giving Jesse this scared look.

"Know what?!"

As soon as I said that the boys came running. Except Corbyn of course.

"Taylor, are you ok?" Jack hugged catching his breath.

I still had no clue what was going on.

"Why are you even at school?" Jonah said hugging me next.

"Guys stop, your worrying me!" I pushed them all away.

"It's ok Taylor, were all worried" Zach said putting his hands on my shoulders.

"Guys........ she doesn't know" Stella said.

"What?!" Daniel asked in disbelief.

Then the principal came walking towards me. Oh fuck what did I do!

"Ms, Jenkins can you please follow me." He said walking towards his office.

He closed the door and sat in his office chair while I just stood there awkwardly and confused.

"Take a seat Ms, Jenkins." He said pointing towards it.

"Mr. Wright, am I in trouble?"

"Oh no! Ms. Jenkins, I was planning on giving you this week off if you wanted. I feel bad letting you come to school in this case"

"What are you even talking about? Everyone has been acting all weird. Did something happen?"

"You don't know?"

"I don't know what?!"

"Ms. Jenkins, I never wanted to be the one to inform you but. Your mom............your mom passed away on a car accident"

I opened my mouth to say something but my voice was gone.

I felt my eyes quickly tear up and my heart brake.

"I am so sorry, I'll give you some alone time."

All that was going through my head right now was all memories with my mom.

Like the first time I rode a bike on two wheels. How she trained me.

Or the way she would make me pasta every Sunday.

And how she sing across the house to somewhere over the rainbow.

"Why mommy, why did you leave me?" I cried hugging my backpack.

"why, Why, WHY, WHY WHY WHY WHY ME!" I was screaming and crying.

This can't be happening, everyone important to me has just moved on.

I threw my backpack across room and flipped the chair. I was going crazy.

Until Jack came in.

"Wow wow, hey Taylor calm down" he said trying to hold me from breaking anything.

"No let me go!" I yelled trying to get out of his grip. But he's stronger than me.

I punched his chest and kicked every where.

"Let me go....." I said before giving up and break down crying.

"Taylor-"

"Shut up! Just shut up! I don't want anyone's pity! Because it's not gonna solve my problems! And it's sure as hell, not gonna make my mom come back to life!" I yelled letting what seemed like everything out.

"I just wanted to live a normal life, like a normal teenage girl would! Have and mom and a dad, but my stupid father left when I was little. And my mom just passed. I was bullied my whole life and I just broke up with one of my bullies. And I'm falling in love with another one of them. I don't even know where my little sister Emma is. And I'm sure my brother doesn't even know I exist. I dont have anyone anymore! I'm gonna get taken away with my sister and we're gonna be separated from each other. And it's gonna take my brother 1 year to realize that moms dead............. my moms dead........"

"I honestly don't know what advice to give you" he said making me feel more pain.

"Because there's no type of advice for my situation!" I cried even harder.

Someone came in and replaced spots with Jack.

I instantly knew who it was by his scent.

"Taylor......."

"Did you come here to give me your pity too? Because you can save it for someone else." I spat at him.

"Taylor everything is gonna be okay"

"NO ITS NOT DANIEL! Nothing's gonna be ok! My moms dead! What do you not understand........"

"Taylor, I promise. Everything is gonna be ok"

"Don't make a promise that you can't keep." I said standing up from the floor getting my backpack and leaving.

"TAYLOR WAIT!"I heard Daniel come after me but I kept going.

When I was walking in the hallway everyone was staring at me. I just wiped my tears and kept walking.

I don't wanna talk to anyone right now. I don't wanna see anyone right now. I don't wanna do anything right now. All I know is, I really want my mom right now.



I'm so sorry, I know this might have been so unexpected!

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