Falling in Love With Your High School Bully

Chapter 9

I woke up clueless to literally anything. Then I remembered everything that happened yesterday. I remember Corbyn calling me a selfish bitch. I remember Zach and Stella talking. I remember Jonah trying to make me feel better. I remember kissing Jack.

My heart kinda skipped a beat when i thought about it.

I changed into some leggings and Jack's hoodie. I walked downstairs to pour myself some cereal when I heard a knock on the door.

I put my bowl down on the kitchen counter and answered the door.

It was Corbyn.

I was about to slam the door in his face, but I thought about it. Maybe I'm being too harsh. Should I let him explain?

I get snatched out of my thoughts by Corbyn beginning to talk.

"Taylor, I know what you think" he says "you think I'm a jerk, you hate me. But I'm honestly sorry. Taylor I just-..... I got jealous. Because, Jack still loves you and I'm afraid he'll take me away from you. And I just freaked out and blurted out whatever. Taylor I never meant to hurt you, I'm sorry"

He was crying, I could see the hurt in his eyes.

I wanna forgive him, and I will. But I just don't know about the couple thing anymore. Because what about Jack?

Let's not forget that I kissed him yesterday.

Maybe I should just tell him that we should take a break. And then just get with Jack.

But then I'll seem like a complete slut.

Maybe I should just get back with him and forget about Jack.

Helllll noooooo!

Should I just break up with him and tell him that it's because I don't want to ruin our friendship.

Then I'll break him more.

"Taylor do you forgive me?"

"Corbyn I-"

He then kneels down and pulls out a small box from his back pocket.

Is he, there's no way

He opens it revealing a necklace.

Few!

"Taylor, I promise to never hurt you again. I love you"

"I-..... I love you too"

He smiled brightly and got off his knees eyes giving me the biggest hug ever.

I know this is wrong. But everything seems so wrong, it's like so fake.

What am I supposed to tell Jack.

Me and Corbyn sat down on the couch as I cuddled to his chest.

"I have to go to the restroom real quick" I say getting up.

I locked the door and cried quietly. I can't keep lying to everyone, I'm not ok. I need to talk to someone who will understand me and will not take sides.

I need Jonah