Overdose Of Love

Torture

Kimberly

My body was sticky, I laid besides him catching my breath. This had to be the second time around. I was so sweaty to the point where I pulled my hair out my face and it stayed with the rest of my hair. Geo did everything he can to pleasure me. I orgasmed, something I hadn't done in a minute.

I laid on my side just thinking about Calvin. I wonder if he made it to heaven. Of course he did, it was raining, hard. I wonder if he's with Mel and the rest of the homies that passed.

When it came to deaths especially from people like that the bad dreams would kick in and they'd get bad. I didn't wanna embarrass myself in front of Geo. You could tell we still had tension between us. He was so stubborn. I have no idea how this happened but it did and I hate it a lot.

I slid to the edge of the bed when he snatched me and laid his head on my chest. I looked at the ceiling and felt my whole body start spinning. The room was turning and I was too.

"The thing is though, all these words your saying about you being fucked in the head is true, but to you they're just words and to me they're just words... shit to everyone those just words you saying. You do this all the time, get caught up, start spitting whatever comes to your head at people then when you realize you hurt someone it's like oh damn I fucked up. Lemme try to apologize, make it up to them, you do it then it's like a cycle, the shit happens all over again. " she said to me

"You wanna do you cool, but do not get my daughter into your shit you already made it clear that you ain't rockin wit her or me, you made it clear Kim, and Tyla made it clear she don't want you in her life so stop tryna gain sympathy, cause it ain't gon work, not this time beybeh girl, not this time" she stood up and looked at me shaking her head

"No shut up, you a coward and a bitch. Cryin' for help like you going through real life shit. Kim what real life shit have you gone through? You came up and done forgot who ya fuckin family was. Livin' Lavish, forgetting all about new orleans like that shit didn't make u. Like this shit right hea', did not make you. You a heartless ass muthafucka why don't you just leave. Clearly you was fine wit out us why you tryna make up for it now?"

"So fucking stubborn" I heard through my ear

I looked at Geo who looked at me, clearly pissed.

"Geo what did I do now? Please tell me"

"You runnin from your problems"

"What problems? I came by hea to see if you were good, you got visitors you clearly occupied"

"Nah Kim something's wrong and you putting ya anger out on everything else"

"Oh you cared?" I asked with hella attitude

"Just get the fuck out my place, you worthless"

"Hey cool it, Geo" Nancy said with a frown on her face holding Skylar.

My chest wanted to tighten. I felt embarrassed. He normally never would say something like that to me.

"Nah let him be that way. He got into a car accident and then don't know how to fuckin act"

Drew, and the rest of them all just looked at Geo and I back and forth whenever one of us spoke.

"I don't know how to fuckin act? Kim, look at yo self in the mirror. Matter a fact why you still hea? Get the fuck out, you lookin like a fuckin fool standin hea"

"Cool" I said

I opened up the door. I wonder if I smacked the shit outta him, what the fuck would he do after? He can't walk.